Jalan Serta Yesus

Senin 20/12 (8:33 pm)

Jalan serta Yesus
Jalan sertaNya setiap hari
Jalan serta Yesus
Serta Yesus selamanya

Jalan dalam suka
Jalan dalam duka
Jalan sertaNya setiap hari
Jalan dalam suka
Jalan dalam duka
Serta Yesus selamanya

~.*.~

Hmm.. terkadang gua masih seriiiing kangen ama lagu anak2 jaman Sekolah Minggu dulu.. dengan liriknya yang simpel namun mengandung makna yang mendalam, huhuhu.. kangen ngen ngeenn..

Jalan serta Yesus dalam suka dan duka karena hanya bersamaNya kita akan mampu melalui segalanya ;)


Nb. Dengan ini gua resmi memenuhi komitmen untuk mengisi blog ini satu kali dalam seminggu, huahahaha.. sampai jumpa tahun 2011, blog ;)

Senin 20/12 (8:35 pm)

Betapa Baiknya Engkau, Tuhan

Senin 20/12 (8:28 pm)

Betapa baiknya Engkau, Tuhan
KasihMu tiada berkesudahan
Betapa mulia kasihMu, Yesus
Jiwaku diselamatkan

Hosana.. ku memuji Tuhan
Hosana.. kutinggikan Yesus
Hosana.. Hosana.. Hosana..

~.*.~

Tuhan memang sungguh baik dan kasihNya kepada kita itu amaaatt besar dan Dia sabar menghadapi kita yang seringkali ngeyel ngga mau mendengar perkataanNya dan menuruti perintahNya..

Tuhan, kenapa Engkau sedemikian mengasihi kami?

Senin 20/12 (8:30 pm)

Kekuatan Serta Penghiburan

Senin 20/12 (8:15 pm)

Kekuatan serta penghiburan
Diberikan Tuhan padaku
Tiap hari aku dibimbingNya
Tiap jam dihibur hatiku

Dan sesuai dengan perintah Tuhan
Ku diberikan apa yang perlu
Suka dan derita bergantian
Memperkuat imanku

~.*.~

Terkadang yaa ketika menghadapi suatu masalah.. Tuhan itu ngga serta merta menyingkirkan masalah dari hadapan kita.. tapii.. Dia memberikan kita kekuatan serta penghiburan untuk dapat melalui segala masalah yang menghadang kita itu :)

Senin 20/12 (8:16 pm)

Biarpun Gunung2 Beranjak

Senin 20/12 (8:12 pm)

Biarpun gunung-gunung beranjak
Dan bukit-bukitpun bergoyang
Namun kasih setiaMu tak akan beranjak dariku

Biarpun gunung-gunung beranjak
Dan bukit-bukitpun bergoyang
Namun kasih setiaMu tak akan beranjak dariku

Tak akan beranjak
Tak akan bergoyang
Tak akan beranjak
Tak akan bergoyang
Demikianlah firman Tuhan
Yang mengasihiku

~.*.~

Tidakkah ada suatu kelegaan yang luar biasa ketika mengetahui bahwa apapun yang terjadi di dalam dunia ini, kasih setia Tuhan tidak akan pernah meninggalkan kita? ;)

Senin 20/12 (8:14 pm)

Inception = insane

Have you watched 'inception', with Leonardo Di Caprio as the leading actor?

Wheeew..... really a very very insane movie, I wonder why everyone else said it is a great movie?

This is the first time for me to take a few minutes to regain my normal brain after watching a movie.

If Heath Ledger is the leading actor for this movie and after that, he commit suicide, I will believe that he is a true actor that goes so deeply into the role and can not go out from it.

Hmmm... makes me wonder, whether all of the actors and actress takes part of this movie are a little bit insane now or not? ha ha ha

Maybe the idea is fresh, making a movie about a dream, that can be control and can be multiply into lots of levels.

Oh... one more thing that I hate the most, is when the end of a movie is not obvious or unclear, and this movie is one of it. I don't know if my conclusion for the ending is right, well, I think he became a limbo, because I think Dom has not finished his last job, take Fischer out from Mal's world.

At the end, we only see Dom finally can fulfill what he wanted from the beginning, seeing his children again, while the spin top he uses for testing whether he is still in dreams or already in reality keep turning, we did not see it stop or not.

if it stop, then it is a happy ending, and my conclusion is wrong, but if it is not, then, I am right.

Christopher Nolan, you really take your brain out for this movie, hopefully, it is worth it.

Peace...

8 12 10

X'mas is coming, have a blast holiday to all of you :)

Mary's Boy Child

Minggu 5/12 (7:27 pm)

Mary's boy child Jesus Christ, was born on Christmas Day
And man will live for evermore, because of Christmas Day.

Long time ago in Bethlehem, so the Holy Bible say,
Mary's boy child Jesus Christ, was born on Christmas Day.

Hark, now hear the angels sing, a king was born today,
And man will live for evermore, because of Christmas Day.
Mary's boy child Jesus Christ, was born on Christmas Day.

While shepherds watch their flocks by night,
they see a bright new shining star,
they hear a choir sing a song, the music seem to come from afar.

Hark, now hear the angels sing, a king was born today,
And man will live for evermore, because of Christmas Day.

For a moment the world was aglow, all the bells rang out
there were tears of joy and laughter, people shouted
"Let everyone know, there is hope for all to find peace."

Now Joseph and his wife, Mary, came to Bethlehem that night,
they found no place to bear her child, not a single room was in sight.

Hark, now hear the angels sing, a king was born today,
And man will live for evermore, because of Christmas Day.
Mary's boy child Jesus Christ, was born on Christmas Day.

Oh a moment still worth was a glow, all the bells rang out
there were tears of joy and laughter, people shouted
"let everyone know, there is hope for all to find peace".

~.*.~

Lyric is taken from Lyrics007

Ohh.. how I love it with Christmas is just around the corner ;)

Minggu 5/12 (7:53 pm)

Kami Puji Dengan Riang

Selasa 30/11 (7:13 pm)

Duhh.. gua udah mulai melempem berusaha memenuhi komitmen menulis minimal 1 kali per minggu di blog bersama ini, huahaha.. Rasanya gua masih ngutang satu post tambahan dhe untuk minggu inii..

Ayoo, Indaahh.. semangaaatt!!

Nah untuk lagu kali ini gua mo memilih sebuah lagu yang lumayan sering dinyanyiin pas jaman sekolah dulu, judulnya "Kami Puji Dengan Riang".

~.*.~

"Kami Puji Dengan Riang"

Kami puji dengan riang
Dikau Allah yang besar
Bagai bunga terima siang
Hati kami pun mekar

Kabut dosa dan derita
Kebimbangan telah lenyap
Sumber suka yang abadi
Beri sinarMu menetap

~.*.~

Hmm.. kalo ngga salah sih githu dhe liriknya, hihihi.. udah lumayan lama ngga pernah denger lagu ini jadi udah rada2 lupa, huhuhu..

Tapi lagu ini bikin gua jadi mikir.. jangan2 selama ini tuh kita cuman ngejar 'alirannya' aja yaa and bukan menjadi sumber yang membuat segala aliran itu tetap mengalir, makanya 'batere' kita tuh cepet drop, huahahaha..

*omongan ngga jelas :p*

Senangnyaa udah mo masuk bulan Desember and kalo jalan2 ke mal tuh udah mulai diputer lagu2 Nataall.. aahh.. selama Desember gua mo mosting lagu2 Natal aja aahh..

Selasa 30/11 (7:25 pm)

Hatiku Penuh Nyanyian

Kamis 25/11 (11:21 pm)

Sebenernya sih ngga tau juga judul lagunya apaan, hahaha.. tapi seinget gua lagunya emang dimulai dengan lirik seperti judul postingan ini, nyanyi bareng yuukk.. yang tau lagunya seperti apa, jangan lupa nyanyinya yang rada kencengan biar yang lain bisa denger and ikutan nyanyii..

~.*.~

Hatiku penuh nyanyian
Hatiku penuh nyanyian
Hatiku bernyanyi untuk
Raja segala Raja

Dialah Raja.. Raja
Dialah Tuhan.. Tuhan
Namanya Yesus.. Yesus..
Yesus.. Yesus..
Oohh.. Dialah Rajaa

Aku anak Raja
Engkau anak Raja
Kita semua anak Raja
Aku anak Raja
Engkau anak Raja
Kita semua anak Raja

Ooohhh.. haleluya Puji Tuhan
Upahmu besar di Surga
Ooohhh.. haleluya, puji Tuhan
Upahmu besar di Surga

~.*.~

Anak2 sekolah Minggu sekarang ini nyanyinya lagu2 apaan yaa?

Hatiku penuh nyanyian.. hmm.. apa hati gua sekarang ini penuh dengan nyanyian? Tapi kok berasanya rasa sumpek yaa? Huhuhu..

Kamis 25/11 (11:25 pm)

Pintu Ajaib tong teng tong teng (Miracle Door)

Don't know why, while wanna make a title for this one, the only thing comes up in my mind is Doraemon's Miracle Door ha ha ha while it should be better to similar it with other things.

Last Saturday, finally, the day I've been waiting for has come, watching Harry Potter and the deathly hallow part 1 with my friends, soooo excited.

But then, it got ruined because of some little unexpected thing that I truly hate the most. Being interrupted while I was watching a movie, and it is by no other than my everyday enemies.

well, enough is enough, they have making me dizzy from 8 to 5, Monday to Friday, not in Saturday and Sunday :(

well, maybe it is me that should be blame, it is not them, because it is my behavior, and I can not change it just because of them. I should be blame, because maybe for other people it is a bad habit, not a good one.

But.... for me..... novel, movie and music is just like the other world behind the 'Miracle Door'. The daily life we live in is quite stressing, don't you think? soooo, all of us need an escape. My escape is when I read a novel, I feel like I open that door and go into that book, and become the leading character. When I hear a music and sing it, I feel like I open that door and go into that music rhythm and become the leading singer. When I watch a movie, I feel like I open that door and go into a different world and be a part of that movie.

You can call me silly, but that is the way I am, and I like it.

It is just like in star trek movie, when the crew is feel so up tide, they come to a room where they can imagine anything and do anything. Did you watch star trek?

Well, all I know now, my pleasure to watch that movie, and the satisfaction I get on that last Saturday is not 100% complete, and it gets me angry, really angry.

hmph... someone's habit is really so hard to be tolerate sometimes. Right?

good night all, and sweet dreams

24 11 10

Life is a Choice

I always hear, here and there, this words .... "Life is a choice"

Hopefully every choice I had made, have made and will be make is not wrong and led me to a wrong and down path.

also, hoping that all roads I have take will lead me to You.

Hmm Hmm makes me remind of an old song from 'The Chicago' called "All roads lead to you"

wanna sing a little bit, may I? hi hi

To the north
To the south
That don't matter
Every road lead to you

All roads lead to you
wherever I go
Everytime I told you I was just passing through
What my heart didn't know, was all roads lead to you

la la la

Have a good weekend, folks! ;)

20 11 10

Lynn

Hujan Berkat Kan Tercurah

Selasa 9/11 (3:52 pm)

Hujan berkat khan tercurah
Itulah janji kudus
Hidup segar dari Sorga
Khan diberi Penebus

Hujan berkatMu
Itu yang kami tunggu
Sudah menetes berkatMu
Biar tercurah penuh

~.*.~

Berhubung sekarang lagi hujaaaaaan dengan lebatnya jadi lagu yang satu ini lumayan mewakili khan? Hihihi..

Udah sejak lama gua mikirin hal ini.. kita itu keseringan doa minta hujan berkat tapii.. ngga pernah mikir.. apakah kita itu udah siap menerima guyuran hujan berkatNya?!

Karenaa.. liat aja dhe hujan beneran yang isinya "cuma" air.. kalo ngga diantisipasi selama masa2 tuh ujan belon turun, kalo ngga rajin membersihkan saluran air and disiplin membuang sampah pada tempatnyaa.. ketika hujan turun mengguyur bumi, apa jadinyaa?

Yupp.. banjir and macet yang akhirnya lebih banyak bikin orang misuh2 daripada mensyukuri datangnya hujan lebat tersebut!

Mungkin sama halnya dengan hujan berkat itu jugaa.. jadi selama hujan berkat itu belon turun ke atas kita, mungkin ada baiknya kita mulai mempersiapkan diri untuk menyambut kedatangannya sewaktu2 hujan itu tercurah atas kita supaya ketika tercurah, kita ngga kelelep, huehehehe :p

Selasa 9/11 (4:02 pm)

Allah Yang Bela

Selasa 9/11 (3:20 pm)

Allah yang bela
Siapa lawan Dia
Lebih dari pemenang
Dalam segala hal

Ku pasti dapat
Lakukan semua
Kristus yang beri kekuatan
Oh terpujilah namaNya

~.*.~

Ketika Tuhan ada di pihak kita, siapakah yang dapat melawanNya?

Lagi2 pertanyaannya cuman satu, sudahkah Allah ada di pihak kita? ;)

Selasa 9/11 (3:21 pm)

In Moment Like This

Senin 1/11 (4:43 am)


In moment like this
I sing out a song
I sing out a love song
To Jesus

In moment like this
I lift up my hands
I lift up my hands
To the Lord

Singing I love You, Lord
Singing I love You, Lord
Singing I love You
Lord.. I love You, Lord

~.*.~

Tuhan, I love You.. jangan tinggalkan saya sepanjang sisa hidup saya di dunia ini karena saya tau bahwa saya tidak akan mampu menjalani hidup saya tanpaMu..

Senin 1/11 (5:00 am)

Laskar Kristus

Sabtu 30/10 (8:14 pm)

Saya bukan pasukan berjalan
Pasukan berkuda
Pasukan menembak
Saya tidak menembaki musuh
Tapi saya Laskar Kristus
Saya Laskar Kristus
(siapp grakk)
Saya Laskar Kristus
(siapp grakk)
Saya bukan pasukan berjalan
Pasukan berkuda
Pasukan menembak
Saya tidak menembaki musuh
Tapi saya Laskar Kristus

~.*.~

Buat yang dulu pernah masuk Sekolah Minggu, pastinya lumayan familiar khan ama lagu di atas ituu?

Laskar Kristus.. apa yang seharusnya kita lakukan sebagai Laskar Kristus?

*hmm*

Sabtu 30/10 (8:25 pm)

Walau Seribu Rebah

Rabu 25/8 (5:03 pm)

Tiada pernah kuragukan
Kasih setiaMu ya Tuhan
Setiap waktu dalam hidupku
Tak pernah Kau tinggalkan

Meski langit tampak suram
Awan gelap pun menghadang
Hadapi badai, lewati gelombang
Tak pernah Kau tinggalkan diriku

Walau seribu rebah di sisiku
Kau tetaplah Allah penolongku
Walau sepuluh ribu rebah di kananku
Takkan kugoyah sebab Yesus sertaku

~.*.~

Tuhan, sesuram apapun langit di luar sana, sebesar apapun badai yang datang menerjang, ingatkanlah diri saya selalu bahwa Engkau tidak pernah meninggalkan saya dan bersamaMu saya akan sanggup menghadapi badai apapun yang datang karena kekuatan yang datang dari padaMu akan memampukan saya untuk melewati semuanya.

Tuhan, Engkaulah Allah penolong yang tidak pernah terlambat :)

Rabu 25/8 (5:10 pm)

Doa

Senin 4/10 (8:16 am)

Roma 8:26 -> Demikian juga Roh membantu kita dalam kelemahan kita; sebab kita tidak tahu, bagaimana sebenarnya harus berdoa; tetapi Roh sendiri berdoa untuk kita kepada Allah dengan keluhan-keluhan yang tidak terucapkan.

Untung ya kita punya Tuhan yang mengerti bahasa airmata karena seringkali saking bertumpuknya segala macam emosi dalam diri kita, dalam doa kita ngga bisa mengutarakan dengan kata2 hal2 yang menghimpit dan sedemikian menekan dalam dada sehingga yang keluar itu hanyalah airmata.

Tetapi Tuhan tau dan Tuhan mengerti apa yang ada dalam hati kita, tanpa kita harus mengeluarkannya dalam bahasa yang puitis dan urutan yang beraturan sekalipun, Tuhan mengerti maksud dan isi hati kita yang seringkali disampaikan dalam bahasa yang tidak beraturan dan ngga jelas yang mana ujung dan pangkalnya.

Karena seperti yang dibilang di atas, Roh dalam diri kita itu yang akan membantu kita untuk berdoa kepada Allah dan Roh itu yang akan menyampaikan keluhan-keluhan yang tidak mampu kita ucapkan.

Tinggal satu aja masalahnya.. maukah kita memulai langkah awal dengan berdoa itu sendiri? Karena seringkali mungkin jadi malas berdoa karena ngga tau apa yang mau kita ucapkan ataupun mereka ketika berdoa maka isi doa kita itu hanya akan meluapkan kemarahan yang selama ini terpendam dalam hati kita, karenanya kita memilih untuk tidak berdoa.

Mungkin karena itu juga segalanya bukannya jadi membaik malah jadi semakin kacau ya?

Doa.. doa adalah komunikasi langsung antara kita dengan Sang Pencipta yang mana seharusnya dijadikan sebagai sesuatu yang senatural bernapas dan harus menjadi bagian vital dalam kehidupan kita di dunia ini.

*hmm*

Senin 4/10 (8:25 am)

Bahwa Serta Dengan Allah

Minggu 3/10 (9:49 pm)

~.*.~

Bahwa serta dengan Allah
Kita lakukan perkara yang besar
Bahwa serta dengan Allah
Kita hadapi semua
Dan Dia akan menginjak-injak segala musuh kita
Perkara besar terjadi
Sebab serta dengan Allah

~.*.~

Bersama Tuhan, kita akan mampu menghadapi segala sesuatu dan bersama Tuhan kita akan mampu melakukan perkara besar sekalipun karena hanya Dia yang bisa memberikan kita kekuatan dan kemampuan untuk melakukan apa yang dipercayakanNya pada kita.

Jadi inget ama lagu lain : Jika Allah di pihak kita, siapakah lawan kita?

Jawabannya? Tidak ada!

Happy Sunday ;)

Minggu 3/10 (10:05 pm)

Lebih Dari Pemenang

Minggu 26/9 (9:55 pm)

Lebih dari pemenang dalam segala perkara
Iblis telah dikalahkan oleh kuasa darahNya
Jika Allah di pihak kita, siapa dapat melawan?
Kita lebih dari pemenang

Haleluya kibarkanlah panjiNya
Yesus Raja Segala Raja
Haleluya bangkitlah gerejaNya
Kita lebih lebih dari pemenang

~.*.~

Jika Allah di pihak kita, siapa dapat melawan? Itu bener bangets yaa! Karena segala kuasa lainnya itu dapat ditundukkan oleh Tuhan, naahh.. pertanyaannya sekarang hanya tinggal satu aja sihh : sudahkah Allah ada di pihak kita? ;)

Minggu 26/9 (9:58 pm)

Seindah Pelangi

Minggu 26/9 (4:19 pm)

Seindah pelangi
Secerah mentari
JanjiMu teruji
Engkau Yesus yaa Allahku

Kini Engkau kumiliki
Hatiku bernyanyi
Karena aku Kau miliki
Jadikan hidupku berarti

~.*.~

Tadi dapat kiriman gambar pelangi dari G and ntah kenapa ketika gua melihat gambar itu, lagu di atas itu terlintas di benak gua.

Seindah pelangi, secerah mentari, janji Tuhan itu teruji dan karena kita memiliki Tuhan maka sepatutnya hati kita bernyanyi penuh rasa syukur atas segala berkatNya dalam hidup kita dan karena kita adalah milikNya maka Dia akan menjadikan hidup kita berarti ;)

Minggu 26/9 (4:21 pm)

Dialah Singa Dari Yehuda

Minggu 19/9 (11:29 pm)

Dialah Singa dari Yehuda
Yesus patahkan belenggu
Bebaskan kita
Dia gunung batu keselamatanku
Kekuatanku pada waktu lemah
Menara di waktu perang
Ooohh.. Dia pengharapan umatNya

Ngga tau kenapa dari sejak pertama dengar sekian tahun silam ituu gua suka ama nih laguu.. Padahal yaa boo.. pas itu sih gua nyanyi mah nyanyi aja ngga terlalu mikirin makna dari liriknya and baru ketika belajar rutin baca Alkitab gua baru "ngeh" kalo Yesus itu ternyata dari keturunan Yehuda! Astagaa.. ke mana aja gua selama ini!

Tuhanlah gunung batu keselamatan kita yang menjadi sumber kekuatan kita di waktu kita lemah.. jangan pernah berhenti berharap kepadaNya karena hanya di dalamNya lah ngga ada pengharapan kita yang menjadi sia2!

Minggu 19/9 (11:43 pm)

Desert Song

Rabu 8/9 (4:44 pm)

Wahh.. angka jam yang bagus untuk memulai postingan ini, ahahaha..

Hari ini gua lagi pengen memposting sebuah lagu dari Hillsong United yang berjudul "Desert Song".

~.*.~

"Desert Song" by Hillsong United

This is my prayer in the desert
When all that's within me feels dry
This is my prayer in my hunger and need
My God is a God who provides

And this is my prayer in the fire
In weakness of trial or pain
There is a faith proved
Of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flames

And I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon forged against me shall remain
I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

This is my prayer in the battle
And triumph is still on it's way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I'll stand

And I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon forged against me shall remain
I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here





All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship



All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship


All of my life
In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship


And I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon forged against me shall remain
I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here


And I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon forged against me shall remain
I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here


This is my prayer in the harvest
When favor and providence flow
I know I'm filled to be emptied again
The seed I've received I will sow

~.*.~

All of my life.. in every season.. You are still God.. bukankah itu benar.. dalam segala hal yang terjadi dalam hidup kita, walaupun musim silih berganti, badai datang dan pergi.. Tuhan tetaplah Tuhan yang setia yang selalu menjaga anak2Nya dan mengasihi kita semua ;)

Rabu 8/9 (5:30 pm)

Being a Loser

I wonder, am I being a loser now?

for giving up on things that I can not fight alone?
for giving up on believing that there is a way to across the wide river with no bridge?
for giving up pushing what I believe in when no one cares at the end?
for giving up moving forward when the road ahead is a dead end?
for giving up finding the keys for the doors that can not be open?
for giving up for other things than the above?

what is a true determination of a loser anyway?

Should we keep going straight when there is other branch roads at left and right?

Does taking other roads making us a loser?

Should I fight while I know that in the end I will be the one whose lost?

Does the effort to fight will make me have a dignity in front of people? while the suffer will be given to me alone, and the people will not help at all? where is the dignity in that?


*hmph*.... *hmph*


just my thoughts though.

Have a very nice holiday, everyone.

07 09 10

Kami Puji Dengan Riang

"Kami Puji Dengan Riang
DiKau Allah yang Besar
Bagai bunga trima siang
Hati kami pun mekar

Kabut dosa dan derita
Kebimbangan t'lah lenyap

Sumber suka yang abadi
Bri sinarMu menyerap"

Benar, ya Tuhan, kau memang Maha Besar, hanya Kau yang bisa menghilangkan semua derita dan kebimbangan di dunia.

Kucinta Kau selalu dan selamanya.

Jika memang ada jodoh atau takdir menentukan, di saat tua ku, saat hanya daku seorang diri, semoga saat itulah aku akan melayaniMu dan hanya diriMu seorang, Tuhan.

Amin

23 08 10

Rancangan Damai Dan Bukan Kecelakaan

Jumat 20/8 (2:52 am)

Gambar diambil dari sini.

Yeremia 29:11 -> Sebab Aku ini mengetahui rancangan-rancangan apa yang ada pada-Ku mengenai kamu, demikianlah Firman Tuhan, yaitu rancangan-rancangan damai sejahtera dan bukan rancangan kecelakaan, untuk memberikan kepadamu hari depan yang penuh harapan.

Ayat ini termasuk salah satu ayat favorit gua yang lumayan bisa menguatkan di saat sedang mengalami kejadian2 yang ngga mengenakkan yang mana sebenernya sih kita khan hanya bisa melihat dan merasakan sepenggal dari keseluruhan rancangan dari apa yang kita alami itu.

Seperti salah satu bait dalam lirik lagu "Trust His Heart" : we see the present clearly but He sees the first dan the last..

Nah, itu diaa.. kita itu hanya tau apa yang sedang dan telah terjadi sementara Tuhan itu tau apa yang telah, sedang dan akan terjadi!

Dan Tuhan sendiri yang bilang bahwa Dia merancangkan damai sejahtera dan bukan kecelakaan supaya kita mempunyai hari depan yang penuh dengan harapan!

Can we trust Him with all our hearts? ;)

Jumat 20/8 (3:02 am)

Orangtua Dan Anak

Senin 9/8 (11:01 pm)

Efesus 6:2 -> Hormatilah ayahmu dan ibumu - ini adalah suatu perintah yang penting, seperti yang nyata dari janji ini :

Efesus 6:3 -> supaya kamu berbahagia dan panjang umurmu di bumi.

Efesus 6:4 -> Dan kamu, bapa-bapa, janganlah bangkitkan amarah di dalam hati anak-anakmu, tetapi didiklah mereka di dalam ajaran dan nasihat Tuhan.

Hormatilah ayah dan ibumu ini lebih umum dibicarakan dari waktu ke waktu karena perintah seperti yang ada dalam Efesus 6:2 itu termasuk salah satu dari sepuluh perintah Tuhan seperti yang termuat dalam kitab Keluaran 20.

Hanya ajaa.. para orangtua, terutama mungkin kaum bapa, seringkali 'melenyapkan' ayat yang termuat dalam Efesus 6:4 padahal Tuhan itu ngasih perintah ngga hanya untuk satu pihak aja tapi biasanya untuk kedua belah pihak yang saling berinteraksi.

Yuhuuu, kaum orangtuaa.. jangan lupa yaa baca Efesus 6:4-nyaa!

Senin 9/8 (11:08 pm)

How I Love You, Lord

Jumat 6/8 (8:51 pm)

~.*.~

How I love You, Lord

I love You, Lord

With all of my heart

I love You, Lord

How I love You, Lord

I love You, Lord

Forever I love You, Lord

Jesus.. Jesus..

You are the one I love

Jesus.. Jesus..

Forever I love You, Lord

~.*.~

Tuhan, Engkau yang selalu ada dalam setiap langkah kehidupan saya di dunia ini, dari sejak awal hingga pada akhirnya nanti.. Ajar saya untuk belajar berserah kepadaMu dan untuk selalu percaya pada rencanaMu dalam hidup saya walau mungkin seringkali dalam perjalanannya saya tidak bisa melihat apa yang sebenarnya Engkau inginkan untuk terjadi tapi satu yang pasti khan, Tuhan, rancanganMu adalah yang terbaik untuk saya dan semuanya akan menjadi indah pada waktuMu. Ajar saya untuk menanti dalam iman ya, Tuhan..

Jumat 6/8 (9:01 pm)

Pengertian Yang Membawa Terang

Jumat 30/7 (1:32 pm)

Mazmur 119:129 -> Peringatan-peringatan-Mu ajaib, itulah sebabnya jiwaku memegangnya.

Mazmur 119:130 -> Bila tersingkap, firman-firman-Mu memberi terang, memberi pengertian kepada orang-orang bodoh.

Mazmur 119 itu adalah kitab dengan ayat terbanyak di antara pasal2 lain dalam Alkitab dan ke-176 ayat itu berada dalam 1 perikop aja, yaitu "Bahagianya orang yang hidup mennurut Taurat Tuhan".

Tuhan ngga membiarkan kita menjalani hidup di dunia ini tanpa arah. Dia telah memberikan buku "manual" pada kita untuk mengintip apa isi hatiNya, dan dari sejak awal mula penciptaan, telah ada banyak contoh2 manusia yang hidup sebelum kita, mengenai kejatuhan mereka, betapa berulangkali sebenarnya Tuhan telah memperingatkan jalan mana yang harus mereka tempuh, tapii..

Seringkali kita itu merasa lebih tau dari Tuhan sehingga mengabaikan peringatanNya. Padahal harusnya seperti yang Daud bilang di atas yaa.. jiwa kita memegang peringatanNya!

Dan dalam kabut ketidaktahuan, ketika kita membaca firmanNya, seringkali apa yang kita baca itu ibarat menyalakan bola lampu dalam alam pikiran kita *tringg* seperti yang dibilang dalam ayat 130.

*hmm*

Jumat 30/7 (1:46 pm)

Fantasia Part 2

Look A-Like Me

As a normal woman, I always dream about love life in my mind. One fantasy that could be one of my favorite is the Look A-Like Me episode, hi hi hi

I am dreaming that there is another woman whose face is look just like me, well not the twin kind of look, but mostly similar. This woman lived overseas, and lucky for her, she has a boyfriend or fiance or even a husband that love and adore her so much. But, then, somehow, a bad fate make him unable to have her.

Then, somehow, another fate twisted, he meet me on the road way and feel like he see his ex-girl. He come closer to me and call a name, I turn around and look at him, then said "Sorry, wrong person here", but after that, we became friend, and getting closer to each other......

Well, that is all, my fantasies always do not have an end, even it has, there will be a remove and revise action for the ending part, it might has many alternate ending :P. But, mostly the ending part is the unhappy one, why? I don't know for sure, maybe I have not got a chance to experience them ha ha ha


Well, good thing is I still can dream than can't dream at all.

Have a good day, everyone.

Lynn

21 07 10

UP in the air

Learn from the movies-the series, ha ha ha

After quite a long time being disappointed by two or three movies from George Clooney, this is the first movie that I think I like and love to watch it.

UP in the air, hmph reading the title I wonder what was this movie all about.

And after watching it, I love it, there are so many ideas poured into this movie.

The movie is about what human goal and purpose in life, family, carrier, love and life story.

Sometimes, after setting our own goal from a long time ago and when it is time to get the goal, something came up and distract on the roadway to that goal. It can make the goal seems shallow, not important anymore, useless. Scary isn't it?

From this movie, I feel like I've been teach from God, because I've been struggle about my carrier decision for better future. I feel like I do not appreciate what I am now, but actually I do, it is just sometimes I hate the way that other people force me to do something that I do not want to do, I feel like I against myself, and I do not like that feeling.

I should think that million people out there might be hunting my job position right now, because every second, every minute, every hour, every day, million people get fired and loose their job for many reasons and they really regret, feel unhappy that it happen to them.

Also, considering the country situation right now, so unpredictable, I may not get a new job out there, because good job position must be already filled by good people and they must keep it forever.

And there comes a topic about love and family, yes, I feel like I am George Clooney in that movie, but I am the woman part. Alone, some people might feel very scary even just hearing that word. But, I feel, it is not something so scary by being alone, as long as you can stand with your own feet, you will be fine the rest of your life.

But, sometimes, there is the need to have someone to share with. if you think about it, you will find that all this time and the days ahead, you actually alone.

Confuse huh? ha ha ha you will get it if you see the movie also.

So, the point is be careful on each step you make in your life, because there is no way to return / rewind.

Have a blessed day (^o^)/

Lynn

20 07 10

Dari Terbit Matahari

Senin 19/7 (7:31 pm)

Dari terbit matahari 
Sampai pada masuknya
Biarlah nama Tuhan dipuji
Dari terbit matahari
Sampai pada masuknya
Biarlah nama Tuhan dipuji


Puji Tuhan
Puji Tuhan
Dari terbit matahari
Sampai pada masuknya
Biarlah nama Tuhan dipuji

Lirik lagu di atas bilang dari terbit matahari sampai dengan tiba waktunya bagi matahari terbenam, biarlah kita memuji nama Tuhan.. hmm hmm.. sudahkah kita melakukannya? Memujinya dari awal kita memulai hari sampai dengan kita mengakhiri hari kita itu?

Ataukah kita hanya memujinya selama 1-2 jam aja di penghujung minggu, di hari ketujuh?

*time for reflection.com*

Senin 19/7 (7:34 pm)

Mari Masuk

Selasa 13/7 (9:38 pm)

Mari masuk
Mari masuk
Masuk hatiku, ya Yesus
Datang sekarang
Dan tinggallah
Dalam hatiku, ya Yesus


Tuhan, marilah masuk ke dalam hati saya dan tinggallah di dalamnya ya, Tuhan, agar saya selalu dekat denganMu dan agar saya bisa lebih jelas mendengar suaraMu.

Selasa 13/7 (10:25 pm)

Mata Tuhan Melihat

Selasa 6/7 (11:06 am)


Mata Tuhan melihat
Apa yang kita perbuat
Baik yang baik
Maupun yang jahat
Oleh sebab itulah
Jangan berbuat jahat
Tuhan melihat

Iyaa.. betapapun baiknya kita menyembunyikan sesuatu dari mata manusia, tapi kita ngga akan pernah bisa membohongi Tuhan karena Dia mampu melihat segala sesuatu yang kita lakukan dan Dia menyelidiki hati, tiada suatu hal pun yang tersembunyi dariNya.

Selasa 6/7 (11:09 am)

Keselamatan Bagi Bangsa Lain

Senin 28/6 (8:37 pm)

Kisah Para Rasul 10:34 -> Lalu mulailah Petrus berbicara, katanya : "Sesungguhnya aku telah mengerti, bahwa Allah tidak membedakan orang.

Kisah Para Rasul 10:35 -> Setiap orang dari bangsa manapun yang takut akan Dia dan yang mengamalkan kebenaran berkenan kepada-Nya.

Israel adalah bangsa pilihan Allah.

Namun demikian untuk bangsa lain selain Israel, bukan berarti Tuhan tidak berkenan kepada mereka karena seperti dikatakan Petrus dalam ayat 34 di atas, Allah tidak membedakan orang.

Yang dilanjutkan dengan ayat 35 bahwa mereka yang takut akan Dia dan yang mengamalkan kebenaran itu berkenan kepadaNya.

Sudahkah kita takut akan Dia dan mengamalkan kebenaranNya supaya kita turut beroleh tempat dalam kerajaanNya, walau kita bukan bangsa Israel?

Senin 28/6 (8:43 pm)

Jangan Gentar

Senin 21/6 (8:08 pm)

Ulangan 7:21 -> Janganlah gemetar karena mereka, sebab Tuhan, Allahmu, ada di tengah-tengahmu, Allah yang besar dan dahsyat.

Seringkali kita melupakan poin penting ini.. bahwa ketika Tuhan ada di pihak kita, maka seharusnya tidak ada satupun hal yang perlu kuatirkan ataupun takutkan, karena Ia adalah Allah yang dahsyat yang mempunyai kuasa untuk menundukkan segalanya dan membuat musuh bertekut lutut di hadapanNya.

Jadi, ketika rasa gemetar itu tetap datang.. mungkinkah karena kita merasa Tuhan belum ada di pihak kita?

*hmm*

Senin 21/6 (8:11 pm)

Allah Di Sini

Jumat 18/6 (11:54 am)

Semalam sebelon tidur, tiba2 gua teringat akan sebuah lagu, seperti biasa.. yang keinget adalah lagu lama, ahahaha..

Berhubung lampu udah dimatikan and gua malas bangun lagi dari tempat tidur untuk menyalakan, jadilah gua meraih hp and mengetik liriknya untuk kemudian gua send ke nomor gua sendiri supaya gua tetap keingat pas bangun.

And emang bener.. pas bangun gua udah lupa, wakakakak.. untunglah udah sempet dikirim ke hp :p

Nyanyii yuukk..

Allah di sini

Sepasti udara segar

Yang kuhirup

Dia sepasti fajar

Yang merekah

Setiap hari

Dengarkan doaku

Ya Allah Yang Kudus

Allah di hati

Sepasti udara segar

Yang kuhirup

Dia sepasati fajar

Yang merekah

Setiap hari

Dengarkan doaku

Ya Allah Yang Kudus

Sepertinya Tuhan mendengar doa gua yang ingin kembali merasakan hati gua bernyanyi, hehehe.. makasih ya, Tuhan. Dari semalam itu udah mulai tergerak pas dengerin sambil nyanyi lagu "Trust His Heart" yang liriknya itu begitu menyentuh!

Okee dokee.. met wiken ;)

Jumat 18/6 (12:17 pm)

In Moments Like These

"In moments like these, I sing out a song
I sing out a love song to Jesus
In moments like these, I lift up my voice
I lift up my voice to the Lord

Singing I love you, Lord
Singing I love you, Lord
Singing I love you, Lord
I love you"

I don't know why, while sitting on a bus, on the way to the office, this song is playing in my head, but the lyrics is different from the real one above ha ha ha.

Try to sing it with all your heart and like you are a diva performing on stage, you will get tears in your eyes all of a sudden

God Bless Us All

18 06 10

Movies and Novels

I loves watching movies and reading novels. Why? hmph because for me, there is a personal excitement in doing both hobbies.

Movies and novels are created from human fantasies and imaginations. I admires the writers, how can they get inspired from little or big thing in their life or other people life or even from the environment around them? and from there, they can widen the thing and pour them into words and letters, and it became scripts for movie or novel.

But sometimes, both can be related, some movies are based from best-seller novels.

The excitement in watching movies are:

• I feel like I am experiencing along while the movie is rolling on in front of me
• The characters in the movie are played by excellent actors and actress (of course, I don't want to miss staring at handsome actors :D )
• The story line sometimes beyond the extraordinary and incredible amazing, and it makes me to believe that life in this world sometimes can be like that too. After watching it, I feel like my battery had been charge and my mood goes up to the hilt :)
• I believe that there is always a lesson (or two) we can get after watching a movie. There is a message from the writer hidden inside a movie.

While, the excitement in reading novels are quite the same with watching movies, but it gives me more excitement since the characters in the novel are determine by our own mind or imagination, and more good news is I can be the main characters if I want to.

My imagination rolling on while I turn page by page, following the story line with wonder how it will end. And when I get too deep in my imagination, sometimes I have my own ending scene in my mind or I may continuing the story because I feel the story is so good and can't wait to rolling the sequel of it :P

I admit that it need a talent to creating good movie and novel, because I can not use my own fantasies and imaginations to creating my own movie and novel, I had tried writing a novel, but I can not make a link from chapter to chapter, then it become a mess up novel he he he. Besides, it require wide knowledge to make them, while I can't say I have that.

Well, all my thumbs are up for all script writers and novelists out there, keep making movies and writing novel books. I am looking forward to it.

Regards,
Lynn

17 06 10

doa

friday 11/6 (3:48 pm)

Yakobus 4:3 -> Atau kamu berdoa juga, tetapi kamu tidak menerima apa-apa, karena kamu salah berdoa, sebab yang kamu minta itu hendak kamu habiskan untuk memuaskan hawa napsumu?

huehehehe.. kalimat ini jadi menyentil dhe aww..

jangan2 itu ya kenapa beberapa doa gua itu belon juga dikabulkan, karena alasan memintanya aja udah ngga benar, jadi kalo diberikan maka gua akan melakukan perbuatan yang ngga benar donks, ahahaha..

*menghibur diri.com karena masih ada doa2 yang belon terjawab :p*

doa itu juga ternyata ada doa yang benar dan doa yang salah ya.

jadi keinget ama film bruce almighty yang dibintangi jim carrey yang mana saking pusingnya karena harus menjawab doa satu per satu, akhirnya si jim carrey mengabulkan semua permohonan doa tanpa merasa perlu untuk mengeceknya satu per satu.

dan hasilnya?

kekacauan dan kerusuhan, man!

karena ternyata banyak yang berdoa supaya menang lotre and akhirnya mereka semua memang menang, tapi masalahnya kalo kelewat banyak yang menang maka so pasti hadiah yang didapatkan ituu.. jumlahnya kecil, ahahaha :p

so, you see.. walau mungkin pada saat mengalami doa yang ngga dikabulkan itu kita merasa sedih and kecewa, terkadang yaa.. itu memang hal terbaik untuk kita, karena mungkin aja khan apa yang kita doakan itu hanya akan membawa kesengsaraan buat kita? ;)

have faith.. Tuhan akan memberikan yang terbaik bagi anak2Nya.

soal penundaan ataupun jawaban 'tidak' atas doa? mustinya sih ngga jadi masalah, karena khan kita tau Dia akan menjadikan semuanya indah pada waktuNya ;)

friday 11/6 (3:53 pm)

Life is a rollercoaster

Just a little naughty thought of mine, maybe, because of too much seeing many movies, drama series, and song lyrics :P

Let us begin to imagine, shall we?

Think of Disneyland as your world, where inside of it are stages of your life.

Your mom and dad deliver you to the entry gate, when you pass the gate, that is when you are born.

You are so happy, you walk slowly to the first arena, the merry go-round, times when you are just a little kid, worry about none, just playing everyday.

Then it stop, you move on to the next arena, the bom bom car, times when you are older, start to know how to be a naughty kid, bump into other people, times to learn new things and gain lesson.

Then again, it stop, you have to move on to the next arena, the upside-down house, the ferris wheel, the tornado, the ghost house, and so on and so on, so many arenas or you can say stages in there.

And then, while you are walking to the next arena, an Old Man approaching to you, and say "okay, your time is up, it is time to go home, you have to exit the Disneyland right now" He reach and hold your hand, then guide you to the exit gate. That is your life end.

From this imagination, there is a question left, have you ever think about when?

I know, I know, one thing for sure, in reality, we will never know that, it is a secret of life, and only One who knows about it. (I make it bold, to make sure, that i am just imagining this, and it is only a thought, seriously, just a thought, no intention attached)

But while we are still imagining here, when do you think?

When you want the Old Man to come and walk you through the exit gate?

• Is it right now?
• Is it after you have enter the last arena in that Disneyland?
• or is it after you have enter certain arena that you want or love the most in that Disneyland?

Can we beg for a penalty time for taking one or two arena ahead before it?

My very thoughtful friend once asked me about "when the time come, are you ready?" and I said "Ready or not, let it happen"

But, that is only a theory, I don't know for sure when the time come, what will I feel and react about it?

For sure, let us not wasting our time when we are inside the Disneyland, let us experience many good things, learn to be a good person everyday, a better person, a person that will make the Old Man smile at us when He come to us.

Sorry, for keep making You down about me, I tried not to repeat the same mistakes again.

God Bless Us All

04 06 10

God will make a way

God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we can not see
He will make a way for me

He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way

By a roadway in the wilderness
He'll lead me
and rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade
But His word will still remain
He will do something new today


Please keep make a way for me, will you, Father?
Help me through this road until the end
No matter how long or how short my road is, at least, keep make me brighter every day
I do not want the brightest, just brighter enough to pass the days

Amin

02 06 10

There's gotta be more to life

As human, sometimes we wonder that 'why we can not have what other people had?'

It is a normal thing, I guess, since, you know, human limitation in wanting what he/she want is only God forbid or not.

I had watched one korean drama series called "All About Eve", that is a quite long time ago, but I can still remember the story line quite well.

How a woman really getting her nerves about her bad faith / life, and so much envy on her friend good faith / life. She want it so badly, that makes her doing bad things to get what her want and try so hard to steal her friend good life. But, after she gain one, she is not satisfy, she want more and more and more. Until God allow her to get her bad karma, and make her life down to zero level again.

You see, you need to look down, instead of keeping looking up ahead of you. There is a balance in everyone life.

If you are living in a city town, full of energetic life, a busy town. Have you ever once going to somewhere like a small town, deserted place, a quiet town? Hmph, you might think, this is what you need after living your life everyday in the city town. The feeling is so right.

But, have you ever once really really living in that small town for many years? after living there, you must think that how great will be if you can live in a very modern city town.

Usually, you sleep on a very comfort bed, but when you are on that small town, you only have thin bamboo mat as your bed. When the rain fall down, you are safely dry inside your very comfort ho use, while when you are on that small town, your house only a wood or bamboo hut that sometimes the rain can drop into your face.

There is also one reality show on TV called 'if i become ...", that I really think is a good idea to make people realize what they already had and thank God for it. Hopefully, all the participant can get that after the show is over.

Yes, there will be more and more in life, but, you need to learn too, that sometimes you can not always get what you want, and never be envy on other people life. Just do the best you can in each day, because you can only live once and have to make sure that you do not miss what you want to do in this life.

God Bless Us :)

31 05 10

kepedihan dan kesenangan

mon 31/5 (11:46 am)

Amsal 14:10 -> Hati mengenal kepedihannya sendiri, dan orang lain tidak dapat turut merasakan kesenangannya.

hmm.. dipikir2 memang benar yaa.. segala apa yang dirasakan hati kita itu sifatnya pribadi dan betapapun kita berusaha menjelaskannya ke orang lain, mereka ngga akan pernah bisa benar2 mengerti.

mau susah ataupun senang, hanya hati kita sendiri yang bisa merasakannya.

orang lain boleh jadi pernah mengalami situasi yang sama dengan yang sedang kita alami, tapii.. tetap aja "rasa" itu adalah milik pribadi karena reaksi kita mungkin berbeda dengan mereka.

jadi? jangan marah kalo orang lain ngga bisa mengerti apa yang sedang kita alami, hahaha..

karena bisa gimana ituu.. hanya Tuhan yang paling tau dan mengerti.

so ketika curhat dengan manusia lainnya bukannya melegakan hati malah bikin tambah kesal and sebal ajaa.. yukk marii.. curhat kepadaNya karena Dia tau dari a sampai z bahkan perasaan yang ngga bisa kita jabarkan dalam kata2 sekalipun, Dia tau.

asyik khan curhat ama Tuhan ituu.. hanya menangis sekalipun, Dia tau dan mengerti serta peduli apa yang ingin kita sampaikan padanya ;)

mon 31/5 (12:07 pm)

aku percaya

sunday 30/5 (9:32 pm)

tiada yang seperti Engkau
begitu mengasihiku
Kau Tuhan sanggup menjawab
semua seru doaku
tiada yang seperti Engkau
begitu mengasihiku
Kau Tuhan sanggup melawat
seluruh kehidupanku

aku percaya Tuhanku ajaib
Kau turun tangan memulihkanku
aku percaya Tuhanku dahsyat
Kau turun tangan memberkatiku

memang benar ya, Tuhan, tiada yang seperti Engkau karena Engkau adalah Allah yang selalu mengasihi saya dan Engkau selalu mendengar semua seruan doa saya dan menjawabnya.

Tuhan, hanya Engkau yang bisa memulihkan dan memberkati saya. ajarlah saya untuk selalu mengutamakan kehendakMu di atas kehendak saya.

terima kasih ya, Tuhan. amin.

sunday 30/5 (9:36 pm)

Indah Pada WaktuNya

sun 23/5 (7:21 pm)

Pengkhotbah 3:11 -> Ia membuat segala sesuatu indah pada waktunya, bahkan Ia memberi kekekalan dalam hati mereka. Tetapi manusia tidak dapat menyelami pekerjaan yang dilakukan Allah dari awal sampai akhir.

mengenai "Tuhan membuat segala sesuatu indah pada waktuNya", gua udah sering dengar. tapi gua rasa banyak di antara kita itu sering memotong ayat tanpa melihat konteks secara keseluruhan.

baru kemaren ini ketika membaca kembali ayat di atas, gua membaca bagian setelah titik yang kaga gua stabiloin, huehehehe..

tetapi manusia tidak dapat menyelami pekerjaan yang dilakukan Allah dari awal sampai akhir.

nah, poin ini menjadi penting karena dengan tidak mengetahui dan tidak bisa menyelami apa yang dilakukan Allah dalam hidup kita dari awal hingga akhirnya, adalah wajar ketika dalam perjalanan hidup kita mungkin kita akan mengalami kebingungan dan mungkin kebimbangan.

itu manusiawi karena kita hanya melihat sepenggal dari apa yang sedang terjadi dan yang telah terjadi sementara yang belum terjadi itu adalah rahasia Tuhan.

karenanya seringkali ketika sesuatu sedang berlangsung, kita ngga bisa memahami kenapa hal itu harus terjadi dalam hidup kita, hanya ketika kepingan2 kejadian itu membentuk suatu gambaran yang lebih utuh, barulah kita bisa melihat betapa memang benar Ia selalu membuat segala sesuatu indah pada waktuNya.

maukah kita tetap mempercayaiNya hingga tiba waktu penggenapan akan karyaNya dalam hidup kita? ;)

sun 23/5 (7:27 pm)

Your Guidance that will always help me

YESUSKU, PENYELAMATKU, TIADA YANG SEPERTI ENGKAU
SETIAP HARI KU MEMUJI KEAJAIBAN KASIHMU
PENGHIBUR, PELINDUNG, MENARA KEKUATAN
BIARLAH SEMUA YANG BERNAFAS
TAK BERHENTI MENYEMBAHMU

NYANYI DAN BERSORAKLAH BAGI DIA
PUJAIN HORMAT KUASA BAGI RAJA
GUNUNG TUNDUK, LAUT BERGELORA, MENDENGAR NAMAMU
KU BERSUKA ATAS PERBUATANMU
SELAMANYA KU KASIHI ENGKAU TUHAN
TIADA JANJI YANG SEPERTI ADA PADAMU

Hari ini, baru pertama kali benar-benar menyetir mobil ke tujuan yang lumayan jauh, dari menyetir dalam keadaan langit terang, sampai dengan langit gelap.

Sesampainya di rumah, dan duduk istirahat di depan tv, jadi mikir "apa itu tadi benar2 gua yang menyetir mobil dari awal sampai akhir?" koq rasanya ajaib banget.

Well, dalam perjalanan, pastinya ada 1 - 10 kesalahan yang gua buat dan bikin sedikit jantung deg2-an he he he, tapi secara keseluruhan bisa dibilang bolehlah.

Adik gua bahkan bilang ke suaminya "tadi cici yang nyetir lho, slow but sure" ha ha ha emang kaga ada bakat jadi pembalap :P

Kalo mengingat pengalaman yang baru gua alami, jadi pengen nyanyi lagu diatas buat Tuhan. Ya, pastinya tanpa ada campur tangan dari-Nya, rasanya gak akan se-lancar itu gua menyetir. Memang kalo mau merasakan bimbingan dari Tuhan, harus dirasakan saat kita menyetir kendaraan.

Ternyata menyetir itu sangat butuh konsentrasi penuh, semangat yang tidak boleh kendur, stamina yang fit, dan jam terbang yang banyak supaya cara nyetirnya jadi lancar. Sangat tidak mudah, capek banget setelah merasakan bagaimana menyetir ke tempat yang jauh.

Hmph.. mau mengaku dosa juga untuk kesempatan kali ini, meski ini adalah dosa yang kesekian kalinya, maaf ya Tuhan, tidak bisa datang ke rumahMu pagi ini, sungguh jiwa hamba masih mudah tergoyahkan oleh banyak hal. Namun, terima kasih atas penyertaan-Mu dan berkat-Mu yang tak pernah henti untuk hambaMu ini

Berkatilah seluruh makhluk di bumi, ya Tuhan, kami semua sangat membutuhkan-Mu Amin.

15 05 10

saat pagi hari

thu 13/5 (9:06 pm)

saat pagi hari kudatang lagi
menghadap Tuhan dan rendahkan diri
mengucap syukur buat hari yang Kau beri
memuji Tuhan dengan sepenuh hati

kusembah Kau, Allah Maha Kudus
kutinggikan Allah Maha Tinggi
kuserahkan tubuh, jiwa, rohku
dalam pimpinanMu, Tuhan

saat pagi hari. dipikir2 gua itu bangun tidur jarang bangets doa lho. jarang mengucap syukur karena ternyata masih diberikan kesempatan oleh Tuhan untuk menikmati sebuah hari yang baru, hari yang menawarkan harapan.

biasanya itu doa sebelon tidur, berterima kasih atas penyertaanNya sepanjang hari. nah nah, harusnya khan tiap hari itu dimulai dan diakhiri bersamaNya.

hmm.. mungkin harus mulai dibiasakan untuk memulai dan menutup sesuatu denganNya. karena gua juga baru inget kalo gua jarang (atau bahkan kaga pernah, hehe) berdoa sehabis makan :p

ini semacam peringatan. mudah2an gua inget untuk mulai melaksanakannya.

karena berada bersamaNya itu jangan sampai hanya seminggu sekali, dan hanya sekian jam pula dalam seminggu, yaitu pada waktu beribadah di gereja.

tapii.. being with Him itu with each breath that we take, harusnya kita menyadari kasihNya. dan in everything that we do kita senantiasa mengingatNya, mungkin dengan demikian kita bisa meminimalisir melakukan perbuatan2 yang ngga berkenan di hadapanNya.

thu 13/5 (9:14 pm)

iman. pendengaran. Firman.

mon 3/5 (1:42 pm)

Roma 10:17 -> Jadi, iman timbul dari pendengaran, dan pendengaran oleh firman Kristus.

hmm.. mungkin itu sebabnya pernah ada yang bilang bahwa kalo baca Firman Tuhan itu ada baiknya disuarakan supaya telinga kita ikut mendengar, jadi otak bisa dobel merekamnya, baik dari apa yang kita baca, maupun apa yang kita dengar.

iman timbul dari pendengaran. dan pendengaran oleh Firman Kristus.

hmm.. lagi2 yang nenek itu pernah bilang kembali 'pas' dengan ini.

ngga sia2 datang ke gereja and mendengarkan khotbah walaupun selepas khotbah mungkin kita juga udah ngga inget apa yang tadi pendetanya bicarakan.

karena setiap Firman yang pernah kita dengar, setiap Firman yang pernah kita baca.. pada waktunya nanti itu akan kembali menghampiri kita pada saat dibutuhkan.

iman. iman itu harus selalu bertumbuh walaupun dalam perjalanannya mungkin sesekali akan mengalami kemunduran.

pupuklah selalu iman agar semakin bertambah besar.

mon 3/5 (2:06 pm)

God is my Shepherd

Pasti sudah tahu dan hafal di luar kepala kalo mendengar lagu ini dech:

Tuhan adalah Gembalaku
Takkan kekurangan aku
Ia membaringkan aku
Di padang yang berumput hijau

Ia membimbingku ke air yang tenang
Ia menyegarkan jiwaku
Ia menuntunku di jalan yang benar
Oleh karena Nama-Nya
Sekalipun aku berjalan dalam lembah kekelaman
(Ku kan diam dalam rumah Tuhan sepanjang masa)

Aku tidak takut bahaya
Sebab Engkau besertaku
Gada-Mu dan tongkat-Mu
Itulah yang menghibur aku

Dari SD sampai sekarang, lagu ini adalah salah satu lagu yang paling gua suka, dan baru tahu sekitar jaman SMP, kalau lagu ini diambil dari ayat dalam Alkitab (Mazmur 23:1-6) he he he

Dan sekitar jaman SMA, baru nyadar kalo ternyata ayat ini sebenarnya dipakai sebagai khotbah saat seorang hamba Tuhan telah tiada, saat menonton film barat.

Ya, Tuhan tidak akan kekurangan manusia, Dia telah membuat keturunan Abraham sebanyak debu dan mungkin berkali-kali lipat dari itu. Tapi, kita hanya punya 1 Tuhan, jadi hiduplah dengan bijaksana, karena kita hanya hidup sekali dan gunakanlah itu sebaik-baiknya.

God Bless Us all :)

30 04 10

You... Naughty Cupid!!

It seems the Greece God movie type is back again, there were already 2 movies have the same type of stories in this month, about Zeus and other mighty God from Greece. I only watched 1 movie, while the other one, I missed it, but I wondering to see it later.

Talking about Greece God, I want to tell a story of my own about a friend from God of Love, Cupid. After watching a korean drama series on tv yesterday, I have something in my mind, popped up while I laid down at my bed, trying to have a good sleep.

I think there are 2 kinds of Cupid, the good one and the naughty one.

Good Cupid, when they come to you, you will have an everlasting love, a true love that came at last, a happy ending love stories in your life. They will lead you to that. Hmph, lucky you and I envy those of you who have them.

While, the Naughty one, o ho ho ho, I've know them all my life, they will give an extra-ordinary kind of love, a strange love, a triangle love, a one sided love, a love affair, a hurt love. You have been blinded of love by them.

Again, when you are lucky, the Good Cupid will come and fix the mess and trouble that the Naughty one did.

So, hear hear Naughty Cupid, you must be boring to play with me, and go find someone else to play with, ooh and don't forget to send the Good Cupid to visit me and clear the mess you make, will you? please?


xixixixi, just a naughty thought from me, also

Good night, everyone, have a sweat dream

30 04 10

siapakah kami ini?

tue 27/4 (11:55 am)

Mazmur 8:4 -> Jika aku melihat langit-Mu, buatan jari-Mu, bulan dan bintang-bintang yang Kautempatkan:

Mazmur 8:5 -> apakah manusia, sehingga Engkau mengingatnya? Apakah anak manusia, sehingga Engkau mengindahkannya?

Mazmur 8:6 -> Namun Engkau telah membuatnya hampir sama seperti Allah, dan telah memahkotainya dengan kemuliaan dan hormat.

nah nahh.. gua baru tau kalo lagu yang beberapa waktu lalu jadi kesukaan gua itu ternyata liriknya diambil dari Mazmur 8 ituu..

judulnya kalo ngga salah "Tuhan mulialah"

liriknya begini..

Tuhan mulialah namaMu di bumi ini

namaMu diagungkan di bumi

kemuliaanMu di Surga mengatasi bintang

betapa mulia namaMu, Tuhan

bila kupandang ke langit

bulan dan segala bintang

ku heran Kau memperhatikanku

Kau pilih dan kasihiku

memahkotaiku

sebab itu kupuji Kau selamanya

nahh.. mirips khan? Mazmur yang ditulis Daud itu ternyata emang banyak dijadikan lirik lagu ya. sebenernya ada keuntungan nyanyi lagu yang diambil dari ayat Alkitab gini, karena selain memuji Dia, kita juga udah membaca FirmanNya, hihihi..

tinggal satu lagi yang perlu dilakukan.. yaitu melaksanakanNya ;)

gua jadi teringat akan apa yang ditulis sepupu gua.

Tuhan telah sedemikian mengasihi kita.. bagaimana kita merespon kasihNya?

hmm..

tue 27/4 (12:04 pm)

getting to know someone

sun 25/4 (8:23 am)

what do you think necessary in getting to know someone (more)?

i personally think the length of time of knowing someone ain't a guarantee that you know that person better than those who have only known this person in shorter period of time.

then.. what makes a difference?

hmm.. i think it's the willingness to open up yourself to others.

cause only by doing that, you let others see the 'real' you who might be hiding from the public eyes all these times.

the willingness to open up yourself.. and to share..

that way we get to know someone a lot better than spending time for years without sharing anything at all.

don't you think?

sun 25/4 (8:51 am)

The stars are bright tonight

Kejadian 1:14
Berfirmanlah Allah: "Jadilah benda-benda penerang pada cakrawala untuk memisahkan siang dari malam. Biarlah benda-benda penerang itu menjadi tanda yang menunjukkan masa-masa yang tetap dan hari-hari dan tahun-tahun,

Setiap sore menjelang malam, sudah dijadwalkan untuk mengajak kedua anjing-ku yang manis berjalan-jalan sebentar keluar rumah. Sambil berjalan,meski kadang sering menengadah ke atas melihat langit, dan sering melihat bulan dan bintang di saat langit cerah, tapi baru kali ini melihatnya sambil benar-benar menatap.

Indah yach bulan dan bintang itu, hmph.... melihatnya membuat hati jadi tenang dan damai. Rasanya kebanyakan manusia sudah mulai lupa perasaan itu. Mengingat kalo liat di tayangan berita, kejadian-kejadian yang ada semakin rusuh dan rumit saja, seperti benang kusut.

Jadi, daripada pusing memikirkan hal yang mungkin gak penting untuk dipikirin, mungkin jauh lebih baik, mengingat kembali ciptaan-ciptaan Tuhan yang indah dan enak untuk dipandang. Seperti bulan dan bintang. Kembali kepada-Nya, memikirkan-Nya, bersyukur atas kasih-Nya.

Ya, Tuhan, semua yang Kau lakukan adalah baik, untuk semua ciptaan-Mu, amin

Have a nice and blessing day, friends

23 04 10

sampai masa tuamu

jumat 23/4 (3:56 pm)

Yesaya 46:4 -> Sampai masa tuamu Aku tetap Dia dan sampai putih rambutmu Aku menggendong kamu. Aku telah melakukannya dan mau menanggung kamu terus; Aku mau memikul kamu dan menyelamatkan kamu.

ayat ini kalo ngga salah ada versi lagunya dhe.. begini nyanyinyaa..

bahwa Tuhan juga.. gunung batuku
bahwa Tuhan juga.. kota bentengku
bahwa Tuhan juga.. penolongkuu
yaitu Allahku dan gunung batuku

aku percaya akan Dia sang perisaiku
aku percaya akan Dia tanduk selamatku
aku percaya akan Dia perlindunganku
tempat perlindungan yang kudus

sampai masa tuamu.. Aku Yesus tetap Dia
dan sampai putih rambutmu, Aku menggendong kamu
Aku telah melakukannya dan mau menanggung kamu terus
Aku mau memikul kamu dan menyelamatkanmu

sebenernya lagunya mungkin ngga nyambung ya, hahaha.. gua baru inget kalo kaset yang gua dengerin itu versi non stop lagu puji2an.

sampai masa tua kita. sampai rambut kita memutih. Tuhan Yesus tetap tidak berubah!

Dia selalu dan selalu ada untuk kita dan akan terus menanggung kita serta menyelamatkan kita. dan ketika Tuhan sendiri yang menjanjikan hal itu maka kita dapat memegang teguh janjiNya karena hanya Dia yang tidak pernah mengingkari apa yang dijanjikanNya.

Tuhan Yesus akan tetap setia sampai rambut kita memutih. teladanilah kesetianNya dan kita juga harus tetap setia padaNya sampai dengan nanti kedatanganNya yang kedua kali.

jumat 23/4 (4:09 pm)

spending time

saturday 10/4 (11:04 pm)

i had a nice time with my friend today. we went to see movie, went to the karaoke and hunting dvds afterwards.

i've known her for 13 years this year. wow. such a long time, eh? ;)

and while we were at the foodcourt earlier today, she asked me what was my first impression on her?

haha.. seriously, i don't remember!

i mean.. come on, that was almost 13 years ago, haha :p

but all i know is.. the first thing that we had in common at that time was music.

she loved music as much as i was.

no, no.. not as in meaning of playing instruments, hahaa.. but we both enjoy music very much in our lifes. and we had quite similar taste in music.

and she has beautiful voice.

girlie, i just want you to know that i had a nice time today. thanks to you.

wish you had a nice time as well, hihi..

saturday 10/4 (11:09 pm)

problems. time. rainbow.

friday 9/4 (2:52 am)

problems.

who wouldn't have life's problems anyway?

for as long as we shall live here on earth, we will have them, one way or another, no matter how hard we tried to avoid them, they will come our ways, when it's time.

and it's only natural, haha.. for problems are part of life anyway..

lately i guess i've been too consumed with my own problems.

so stuck that i didn't even have the desire to do things that i usually like doing. i lost interests in almost anything.

felt like my life just stopped at one point while the world was still turning around.

and it ain't a great feeling, of that i can tell :p

and then couple of days ago, i saw rainbow.

so beautiful.

and somehow it was kinda like a reminder of something that i knew but oftentimes forgot.

there's always rainbow after the rain.

but oftentimes we look at different direction so that we miss seeing it.

or maybe the rainbow is behind the thick clouds.

but it's there.. always there.

and rainbow is a sign of hope.

in times of troubles, there's always a chance for us to reveal a blessing in disguise.

good things and bad things are always take turns in our life.

no matter how hard our situation is right now..

we shall never lose our hopes.. for sometimes keeping the hopes is the only thing that will make us hang on, a little bit longer until the storm's finally over.

and there.. i guess i should start again in helping myself to cheer up a bit.

to be my own helping hand to get me out of the blues.

cause the sun will always shine. and the rain will surely pour down again.

when it's time.

there's time for everything.

there's nothing wrong in being sad. but i must remember not to get drowned in my sadness.

ahh.. time to do some variations in life.

i need my enthusiasm back.

problem is only part of life and shouldn't be the whole part of my life, right? hahaha..

okee dokee.. time to go to bed now.

happy weekend ;)

friday 9/4 (3:10 am)

And... the devil win

Sometimes, you can see many examples of good and bad side fight, well... can't say it like that, since all things happen to our life must have 2 choices, is it good or bad? just, sometimes you realize it or don't. The examples of course, is what happen in our surrounding and we can be part of it or just watch it or just hear it from others stories.

Yesterday, I happened to experience it and just realized it in the afternoon. Actually, this is even not the first time, but I think this one is a huge thing. I admit that I am not a good person, I can be good or bad sometimes. But, somehow, I realize that I can't be a very bad person, the bad thing that I've done feels like nothing compare to an expert bad person did.

A situation came up, the boss is out of town for 2 days on next week, suddenly my team work friend "x" asking whether we want to absent on the day boss out, and join her former team work friends to go out of town, a one day trip.

As usual, I don't like the idea of going anywhere, sneaking on office hour, taking a huge risk to get fired. So I said to her, no, I am not going anywhere since next week my stomach will be ache and I am not feeling want to go anywhere with it.

While my other team work friend "y" get excited to hear the idea, and cheers so loud, feels like she is winning a lottery or something. But on the same time, she feel very nervous about it, "how are we going to make it?" she asked.

Then both of them started to make lots of scenario for it. I just kept working and staring at my computer, while listening to their plans. I laughed sometimes seeing my friend "y" is like 'yes i want to go, i want to go, but how to make it perfect without problem' kind of thing in her face.

Then my friend "x" said to me that I must be think that she is nuts. I just smiled at her, well... she admit it, not me saying the words.
Then my friend "y" said she used to be a normal and sane person, until she met "x", and she get dragged by her. Well... that's her choice, right?

On my way back home, while walked to take a bus, I just realized that the situation is like I always read in a bible. You see, a devil will use everything to lure a human to follow the devil way, the wrong path, by giving the wide road with lots of light that sparkle in lots of color, accompanied with music that you love, what you do not see is at the end of that path, you will get down to the deep black hole.

While an angel will give you just bore and plain road with only candle lights to lighten up your path, the only promise an angel could give is a safe promise from God, no bad thing will happen to you at the end of the path.

I never said that an angel in this story is me, never, I am far from it, but you see, there are always 2 options given for us in everything, all you have to choose is yes or no, take it or leave it.

I want to be bad too, take a trip to some place, but I felt that it is just not right. There is time for everything, time to eat, time to work, time to play, time to drink, time to study, time to sleep, just don't mix it up in a very radical way.

My mom always says that I am a strict person, like a wire, so hard to make it wavy. I know she is right, she is always right when it comes to me.

I just hope that God will keep the candle light in my path so I can see and not fallen to that deep black hole, Amin.


Just a thought of my own.


08 04 10
blue lovers

Other People's Shoe

I just read my cousin's blog, he was studying abroad, and I am glad that he is willing to keep stay there instead of going home (^-^)/

I know that it it not as easy as it look or say. I know that he must felt very miserable there. He has to leave his daily life in here, his friends, his girlfriend and even his parents. I think part of him wants to know what it feels like to live in other country too, and I know that deep inside that he is an adventurous guy.

The great thing is he is willing to share what he felt and saw and done when he was there.

Since I was in high school, I always dream and wondering what it feels like to live in other country.

It is not because I am not a patriotic kind, I am and I would, but who would be a patriotic if you were always rejected in the nation you were living, being minority, and always get blame on everything when the nation situation get worse? Not to mention that the nation people, who claim themselves as the origin one, seems always make their own country look awful, bad and dirty in everyone's eyes.

If you look in other countries movies, you can see the environment is so clean, beautiful, and peaceful.

That is why I feel like my cousin is being a representative for me being there.

It is lucky and fortunate for him can see the world outside, not everyone can get that big chance and opportunity.

I also have take a look at other far-cousins facebook pictures. They live in Korea and United States.

Oh, how I wish I could be in their shoes, just want to feel what it feels like, because I am sure it will feel much better than in here.

I know not all the good things happened to them, but it is worth it, and I want to feel all of them.

The big questions is: will I ever get that precious chance/opportunity to stay abroad?

God, oh, I hope I will, and you will let me and guide me always when I am already there.



Now, I will leave you because I want to have a good daydreaming again ....











11-03-2010

Lynn

life..

what do you think of life?

sometimes i do wonder whether life's beautiful or not.

if life's beautiful, why do some people seem so suffering in living their life?

what makes the difference between one's life and another?

problems?

i don't think there's anyone of us here who's still breathing on earth who doesn't have any problems, at all.

and something just strucked me.

one thing that stands out the most that make such huge difference.

and can make life either beautiful or miserable.

it's about being grateful of what we have.

cause being grateful isn't about how many things we have.

but it's more about how we appreciate what we already have in hand, instead of keep focusing on what we don't have yet.

life itself is a gift.

still breathing is something to be thankful for.

for that mean we're still given a change to make things be better than now.

the question is..

would you do something to change about your current condition?

wanting some improvements in life ain't a sign of ungratefulness.

how about we see that as "making the most of what we can do"?

hmm hmm..

go and make your journey on that direction, girl!

cause we're still living and breathing.

so no excuse for giving away our hopes for a better future, right?

but we must do our part as well.

do your best.

and let God take care the rest.

yup!

that should be in harmony.

wed 24/2 (3:42 pm)

Fantasia part 1

Maeve walked slowly into her room. Phew, what a tiring road trip from work, her mind thought. Maeve started to image her new fantasy, while she organized her bag on the desk. It must felt very nice, if we can walk home together with the one we loved. We can shared stories from each other's office, unusual events that occured that day. We can enjoyed the rest of the day together until the morning came.

Suddenly, a flash of past memory came up without warning in her mind. A boy, that she knew since childhood, a friend that she always played with, a friend to share laughter and cry, a friend that she can counted on. This boy is not just a boy, he is her cousin. But, what he did is more that she can imagine a cousin can do.

The hurt feeling came again to her, what kind of world is this? if a cousin can and willing to do something that bad to her, then what a stranger boy can do? She bet it will be worse.

Her mind came back to reality, she changed her formal dress to a casual one. Well, she thought again, it is better this way, no one can hurt me, ever. If they dare, they better prepare for the worse to come from her. Then, she walked out from her room and hugged both of her lovely puppies. Why do I want a fake love, when I already have 2 true loves in front of me, She thought with a smile.

Feb, 23, 2010
Lynn