friday 9/4 (2:52 am)

problems.

who wouldn't have life's problems anyway?

for as long as we shall live here on earth, we will have them, one way or another, no matter how hard we tried to avoid them, they will come our ways, when it's time.

and it's only natural, haha.. for problems are part of life anyway..

lately i guess i've been too consumed with my own problems.

so stuck that i didn't even have the desire to do things that i usually like doing. i lost interests in almost anything.

felt like my life just stopped at one point while the world was still turning around.

and it ain't a great feeling, of that i can tell :p

and then couple of days ago, i saw rainbow.

so beautiful.

and somehow it was kinda like a reminder of something that i knew but oftentimes forgot.

there's always rainbow after the rain.

but oftentimes we look at different direction so that we miss seeing it.

or maybe the rainbow is behind the thick clouds.

but it's there.. always there.

and rainbow is a sign of hope.

in times of troubles, there's always a chance for us to reveal a blessing in disguise.

good things and bad things are always take turns in our life.

no matter how hard our situation is right now..

we shall never lose our hopes.. for sometimes keeping the hopes is the only thing that will make us hang on, a little bit longer until the storm's finally over.

and there.. i guess i should start again in helping myself to cheer up a bit.

to be my own helping hand to get me out of the blues.

cause the sun will always shine. and the rain will surely pour down again.

when it's time.

there's time for everything.

there's nothing wrong in being sad. but i must remember not to get drowned in my sadness.

ahh.. time to do some variations in life.

i need my enthusiasm back.

problem is only part of life and shouldn't be the whole part of my life, right? hahaha..

okee dokee.. time to go to bed now.

happy weekend ;)

friday 9/4 (3:10 am)