Having a secure life will not going to happen in this country I living
Having a happy life with all 'man's best friend' will never going to happen in this country I living
Meet a normal and ideal man, get married and have a happy future in this country I living is a huge grand prize from God
Get pregnant, deliver and raising a baby safely with no bad influence from 'THEM" in this country I living is a huge blessing from God
Now, I do not think that I will get that 'gold cards' for all the above events to happen in my life, in this country I living. Thus, do not expect much from me. Except, If I was born and lived in another country .............. I might be the first in line who chase the gold cards for all events.
xoxo :'(
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Seorang teman yg beragama Katolik mengikuti retreat dalam rangka pengobatan selama 3 hari. Setelah kembali, dia menceritakan apa yang dia dapat selama di sana.
Yang paling menarik untuk disimak adalah ceritanya mengenai pembahasan mengenai luka batin, yang mana sebenarnya mungkin ada dan tidak ada hubungan dengan penyakit yang mereka alami sekarang ini.
Salah seorang peserta yang ikut tenyata adalah seorang guru sekolah dan dia membagi pengalamannya selama dia mengajar, dan mengatakan bahwa sebenarnya setiap manusia, dari sejak bayi, sudah membawa luka batin dalam dirinya (well, selain dosa Adam dan Hawa tentunya).
Saat ditanya, "koq bisa? dari bayi? contohnya apa?" jawabnya, seperti halnya saat masa hamil, ada pergulatan orangtua bayi itu, apakah bayi tersebut akan dilahirkan atau malah di-aborsi. Katanya secara psikologis, sebenarnya bayi sudah bisa merasakan apa yang dirasakan oleh orangtua-nya, dan saat dia lahir dia membawa luka batin bahwa sebenarnya dahulu saat hamil, sang bayi sempat tidak diinginkan oleh orang tuanya.
Contoh luka batin yang paling banyak adalah karena luka akibat kekerasan orangtua terhadap anak. Secara sadar dan tak sadar, anak yang semasa kecil sering dipukuli oleh orang tuanya, akan membawa luka batin itu sampai mereka tua, dan akan mengulangi hal yang sama terhadap anaknya nanti.
Lalu, bagaimana cara menyembuhkan luka batin tersebut? tidak ada metode yang tepat dan sama untuk setiap orang, namun satu hal yang pasti adalah langkah pertama penyembuhan adalah orang itu harus bisa memaafkan sepenuh hati. Tentu saja, melupakan adalah hal yang berbeda, kecuali orang itu amnesia, rasanya setiap peristiwa yang terjadi dalam hidup seseorang akan menjadi sejarah dan akan sulit dilupakan karena sudah menjadi bagian dari diri orang itu.
Lalu, jika teringat hal itu, tentu saja rasa sakit dan luka batin itu akan timbul lagi bukan? ya, maka dari itu seorang suster menjawab, itulah gunanya retreat, saatnya bagi orang itu untuk me-re-charge kembali dan menghilangkan luka batin yang timbul tersebut.
Memang, luka batin sulit untuk disembuhkan, tapi rasanya bisa dipastikan, seiring berjalannya waktu, semakin kita berjalan menjauhi hal-hal yang mengingatkan kita akan luka batin itu, perlahan-lahan pasti kenangan itu akan pudar, dan tergantikan oleh kenangan-kenangan baru yang kita ciptakan di hari-hari depan.
Songsonglah hari baru dengan harapan baru, niscaya apa yang dilalui akan lebih berarti.
Pembelajaran yang baik dari sharing yang diberikan oleh seorang teman.
13 04 11
Yang paling menarik untuk disimak adalah ceritanya mengenai pembahasan mengenai luka batin, yang mana sebenarnya mungkin ada dan tidak ada hubungan dengan penyakit yang mereka alami sekarang ini.
Salah seorang peserta yang ikut tenyata adalah seorang guru sekolah dan dia membagi pengalamannya selama dia mengajar, dan mengatakan bahwa sebenarnya setiap manusia, dari sejak bayi, sudah membawa luka batin dalam dirinya (well, selain dosa Adam dan Hawa tentunya).
Saat ditanya, "koq bisa? dari bayi? contohnya apa?" jawabnya, seperti halnya saat masa hamil, ada pergulatan orangtua bayi itu, apakah bayi tersebut akan dilahirkan atau malah di-aborsi. Katanya secara psikologis, sebenarnya bayi sudah bisa merasakan apa yang dirasakan oleh orangtua-nya, dan saat dia lahir dia membawa luka batin bahwa sebenarnya dahulu saat hamil, sang bayi sempat tidak diinginkan oleh orang tuanya.
Contoh luka batin yang paling banyak adalah karena luka akibat kekerasan orangtua terhadap anak. Secara sadar dan tak sadar, anak yang semasa kecil sering dipukuli oleh orang tuanya, akan membawa luka batin itu sampai mereka tua, dan akan mengulangi hal yang sama terhadap anaknya nanti.
Lalu, bagaimana cara menyembuhkan luka batin tersebut? tidak ada metode yang tepat dan sama untuk setiap orang, namun satu hal yang pasti adalah langkah pertama penyembuhan adalah orang itu harus bisa memaafkan sepenuh hati. Tentu saja, melupakan adalah hal yang berbeda, kecuali orang itu amnesia, rasanya setiap peristiwa yang terjadi dalam hidup seseorang akan menjadi sejarah dan akan sulit dilupakan karena sudah menjadi bagian dari diri orang itu.
Lalu, jika teringat hal itu, tentu saja rasa sakit dan luka batin itu akan timbul lagi bukan? ya, maka dari itu seorang suster menjawab, itulah gunanya retreat, saatnya bagi orang itu untuk me-re-charge kembali dan menghilangkan luka batin yang timbul tersebut.
Memang, luka batin sulit untuk disembuhkan, tapi rasanya bisa dipastikan, seiring berjalannya waktu, semakin kita berjalan menjauhi hal-hal yang mengingatkan kita akan luka batin itu, perlahan-lahan pasti kenangan itu akan pudar, dan tergantikan oleh kenangan-kenangan baru yang kita ciptakan di hari-hari depan.
Songsonglah hari baru dengan harapan baru, niscaya apa yang dilalui akan lebih berarti.
Pembelajaran yang baik dari sharing yang diberikan oleh seorang teman.
13 04 11
I have a friend, she had boyfriend and had been working the relationship quite long, until it is time for them to take one step forward for the relationship. Make it legal, hmph it is sound so easy, so happy, so wonderful and can not wait to get there.
Now, they were married and they already have cute baby.
But, the road in front of them start to have some rocks blocking their way.
Some principle difference starting to become complicated thing to get settled with between them.
They started to shout out loud, speaking what is in their mind, they get quite a great fight, and at the end, when the situation become out of hand, there... the word come out as a weapon for each other "let's get divorce!!"
Who ho ho ho, wait a minute, their marriage life just about 1,5 years and the "D" word is so easily already spoken?
Hearing the problem they are dealing with, if I was the one who experience it, I might say the "D" word sooner.
Why? because I hate to debate on principle that I know very well that will never change, because any human can not be change in just one second, never, unless that someone realize it and willing to change it without any pressure.
Marriage is really really not the end of the relationship between a couple, but it is a beginning for the relationship to get stronger and stronger, and to make it happen, they will have to face huge of problems in their life.
if they are not strong enough, the relationship can end. Sadly, isn't it?
I hope and really hope, when it is my time, I have the courage to hold on to the relationship instead of letting it go.
I hope my partner can match me somehow, someway, to make it happen :)
Well, just another lesson to take from other people life.
13 04 11
Have a bless night!
February 3rd, 2011, is Chinese New Year, supposed to be a very very very happy event for me. However, this year, not so happy for me, since my grandma (from my father) passed away last year, so I kinda miss her, miss to hug her, miss to make her smile, miss her shout when I'm doing bad.
However, what I don't expect is, a very very humiliate and disrespect behavior (from my own opinion) coming from a very very very inside person from my mother family members, and forgive me, for I can't accept such attitude.
Normally, when my late grandma still alive, the route on that big day is going to my grandma (from my mother) firstly, then after two hours there, we go to the next stop, my late grandma house. So, we arrived very early on the first grandma's house, thus, we don't meet many family members.
This year, we go on the normal route, because it is what we know, and we didn't ever think to change it, besides, I'm borrowing my aunt's car, so I should be there before 12 pm, my aunt need to visit other relatives house also, as a routine tradition.
So, when we visited on my first grandma's house, we stayed there for around 2 hours, and then we're preparing to leave to the next stop, guess what my aunts (from my mother side) said out loud to my mother in front of everyone including my father, "Sis, why you have to leave so soon? your mother in-law is not there anymore". There... I stopped to do everything I should do behind the steer wheel for a moment, and I can feel my eyes open so wide of shock, even my cousins heard it shouted to his mother "whooooaaaaa". I don't want to look again just move the car backward and wave hand then left.
I realize later, that the other aunt asking me while I am exiting the toilet "when you will go after this?" I said, "to PIK", and then she asked "why? grandma is not there anymore", then I just said " I have to return the car anyway, I borrow it", I never ever ever think her questions is a negative one on the first place, but now I know.
You see, blame me for who I am, I am a very conservative person, but that does not mean you have to leave good manner aside if you are not a conservative one, am I right? that's the difference between human and animal right? my aunts are not animal, right?
Then now, I can't help to think that they are the worst persons I have ever knew in my life so far, Jesus Christ, it's not my grandma passed away thousand years ago, it's only last year, not counting that it is not even a year, yet. So, I should just forget her? erase her from my memory? never consider that she even ever exist in this world? what they were thinking when they said that? have they ever felt sorry after saying that? Do they know that it might break my father heart when he heard it?
I complaint about it to my mom, and she just said, just let it go, don't take their words in your heart, but how can I not to? my mom also said then you don't be like them, I said in my heart, off course I'm not, I'm not that crazy as they are. But, who will let them know that what they said is wrong and might turn their words to themselves, who? the reason I complaint to my mom is to make my mom teach them a lesson. But it never happened.
So, please don't ever asking me to have respect on those aunts, mom, because they don't respect all of the people I loved at all. Maybe, they even don't respect you as their big sister, mom.
Perhaps I should feel pity on all person close to my aunts, don't ever think that my aunts will feel sorrow when you are dead, because they will forget you the next day after you have been buried or cremated, and they already have fun at all malls in Jakarta. for my other grandma, did you scold them when you heard that also on that day? maybe I will be the one who remember you in my heart also, not them. Don't expect them to come to Cimone when you have gone also, grandma.
The world is really really change now, not in a good direction, but in a bad direction, just be prepared for the worst. The humanity will extinct, soon.
God, I am sorry, I do not have the courage to forgive and forget them right now, maybe after a hundred years, because I have a very good memories and it last long in my brain.
:'(
so, be carefull on each words comes out from your mouth, or it will come back to you....
Gosh, I even cried when edited this :''(
Just finished read The Nymph King, a novel from great author, Gena Showalter.
When reading this, another parallel life is open again for me, he he
A great idea I think, considering that in a real life, the percentage between man and woman alive is un balance, the women are too much now. so..... where should we search another man beside the human? here they are: the nymph, vampire, sorcerer, Greek's God.
I guess all the authors who make novels with all the above genre do think about it, the unbalance thing.
and the women agree with it, you can see all women around the world dream can be pick as Edward Cullen's bride, and wishing Bella to step aside ha ha ha
well, for me, thank you, I am not a fan of vampire, but a nymph, hmph, they were describe just like human, just have the ability beyond human. I think I can consider nymph ;P
Fascinating isn't it? how a mind can create such a wonderful possibilities, that who knows can be real, some day, one day.
Have a productive week, just like Vin said, and make lots of novel that can impress me, and I'll read it.
28 02 11
lynn
Another movie with a great message to deliver, and another thoughts to think also.
A story of one man's life, that God is really love him, and give him a second chance in life. A chance to change his bad way into good way. Sometimes, not every movie giving the same end, well this one, I like it.
Some other movies, will shown that a bad teacher will stay survive at the end because he/she realize what he/she had done wrong all this time and turn to be a good person in the end, while the student, that firstly is a good one, but by the bad lessons he/she got from that teacher, became evil and turn to be the one who must be terminate in the end of the movie.
So sad isn't it? from my opinion, the teacher is the one who should be terminate in the end, why? because he/she is the root of all the things happen in the front. The teacher should repair all the things including changing his/her student into good again.
This movie shown it, because if not, that will be unfair.
Curious enough? just watch the movie he he he
While seeing this movie remind me of my final destination, hmph, any recommendation where to find the temple or church, for female nun?
Have a great days ahead, friends.
7 02 11
I WILL ALWAYS BE HOPING, HOPING.
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE HOLDING,
HOLDING MY HEART IN YOUR HAND.
I WILL UNDERSTAND.
I WILL UNDERSTAND SOME DAY, ONE DAY.
YOU WILL UNDERSTAND ALWAYS,
ALWAYS FROM NOW UNTIL THEN.
WHEN IT WILL BE RIGHT, I DON'T KNOW.
WHAT IT WILL BE LIKE, I DON'T KNOW.
WE LIVE IN HOPE OF DELIVERANCE
FROM THE DARKNESS THAT SURROUNDS US.
HOPE OF DELIVERANCE,
HOPE OF DELIVERANCE,
HOPE OF DELIVERANCE
FROM THE DARKNESS THAT SURROUNDS US.
(from the darkness that surrounds us)
AND I WOULDN'T MIND KNOWING, KNOWING
THAT YOU WOULDN'T MIND GOING,
GOING ALONG WITH MY PLAN.
WHEN IT WILL BE RIGHT, I DON'T KNOW.
WHAT IT WILL BE LIKE, I DON'T KNOW.
WE LIVE IN HOPE OF DELIVERANCE
FROM THE DARKNESS THAT SURROUNDS US.
HOPE OF DELIVERANCE,
HOPE OF DELIVERANCE,
HOPE OF DELIVERANCE
FROM THE DARKNESS THAT SURROUNDS US.
(from the darkness that surrounds us)
HOPE OF DELIVERANCE,
HOPE OF DELIVERANCE,
HOPE OF DELIVERANCE
FROM THE DARKNESS THAT SURROUNDS US.
- Paul McCartney -
For all my precious that I care the most in this world, you are my strength to face the next days and this filthy world. I will remember this, every time the self ego comes out and want to walk away, so you all will never be suffer. Your happiness is my true happiness.
maeve lynn
What do they see that I don't see ... in me?
Should I be the one who know myself really are, shouldn't I?
Then why? they're telling me that I'm good in what I do, then shouldn't they appreciate me and my result with good and fair compensation, not just with their words?
Also, how do they know I am that good if they're not even check all my results? what if there are many mistakes I have done in it, will I be that same good in their eyes and mind?
well, have done a mistake that not entirely caused by me, but, I got the biggest slap. Maybe, this is what fair means in their world, not mine.
Fiuuuh, I'm just an ordinary person, that doing an ordinary task and produce an ordinary result. So many people below me, but so much people above me too. So, please, don't add up more and more burden, it is already as high as a mountain from where I see.
Maybe .... in this case ... I'm the idiot ... can be fooled by them.
Hopefully, O God, I really do hope and pray, that for the last choice that I'll make, is not a mistake anymore, but it's the right one, the everlasting and the peaceful one. That I'll do happily for the rest of my days ahead. Make my mind more clever in choosing than I used to. Amen.
P.s.
at this moment, just this moment, really want to throw all the task to the wall, and walking away... why just this moment? because I know tomorrow they'll already stuck up on my back tidily.
Friends, thank you for still at my side, because whenever I'm with you all, I know that I 'll be far from stress and other trouble that haunting me.
Good night and sleep tight
20 01 11
lynn
Have you watched 'inception', with Leonardo Di Caprio as the leading actor?
Wheeew..... really a very very insane movie, I wonder why everyone else said it is a great movie?
This is the first time for me to take a few minutes to regain my normal brain after watching a movie.
If Heath Ledger is the leading actor for this movie and after that, he commit suicide, I will believe that he is a true actor that goes so deeply into the role and can not go out from it.
Hmmm... makes me wonder, whether all of the actors and actress takes part of this movie are a little bit insane now or not? ha ha ha
Maybe the idea is fresh, making a movie about a dream, that can be control and can be multiply into lots of levels.
Oh... one more thing that I hate the most, is when the end of a movie is not obvious or unclear, and this movie is one of it. I don't know if my conclusion for the ending is right, well, I think he became a limbo, because I think Dom has not finished his last job, take Fischer out from Mal's world.
At the end, we only see Dom finally can fulfill what he wanted from the beginning, seeing his children again, while the spin top he uses for testing whether he is still in dreams or already in reality keep turning, we did not see it stop or not.
if it stop, then it is a happy ending, and my conclusion is wrong, but if it is not, then, I am right.
Christopher Nolan, you really take your brain out for this movie, hopefully, it is worth it.
Peace...
8 12 10
X'mas is coming, have a blast holiday to all of you :)
Don't know why, while wanna make a title for this one, the only thing comes up in my mind is Doraemon's Miracle Door ha ha ha while it should be better to similar it with other things.
Last Saturday, finally, the day I've been waiting for has come, watching Harry Potter and the deathly hallow part 1 with my friends, soooo excited.
But then, it got ruined because of some little unexpected thing that I truly hate the most. Being interrupted while I was watching a movie, and it is by no other than my everyday enemies.
well, enough is enough, they have making me dizzy from 8 to 5, Monday to Friday, not in Saturday and Sunday :(
well, maybe it is me that should be blame, it is not them, because it is my behavior, and I can not change it just because of them. I should be blame, because maybe for other people it is a bad habit, not a good one.
But.... for me..... novel, movie and music is just like the other world behind the 'Miracle Door'. The daily life we live in is quite stressing, don't you think? soooo, all of us need an escape. My escape is when I read a novel, I feel like I open that door and go into that book, and become the leading character. When I hear a music and sing it, I feel like I open that door and go into that music rhythm and become the leading singer. When I watch a movie, I feel like I open that door and go into a different world and be a part of that movie.
You can call me silly, but that is the way I am, and I like it.
It is just like in star trek movie, when the crew is feel so up tide, they come to a room where they can imagine anything and do anything. Did you watch star trek?
Well, all I know now, my pleasure to watch that movie, and the satisfaction I get on that last Saturday is not 100% complete, and it gets me angry, really angry.
hmph... someone's habit is really so hard to be tolerate sometimes. Right?
good night all, and sweet dreams
24 11 10
I always hear, here and there, this words .... "Life is a choice"
Hopefully every choice I had made, have made and will be make is not wrong and led me to a wrong and down path.
also, hoping that all roads I have take will lead me to You.
Hmm Hmm makes me remind of an old song from 'The Chicago' called "All roads lead to you"
wanna sing a little bit, may I? hi hi
To the north
To the south
That don't matter
Every road lead to you
All roads lead to you
wherever I go
Everytime I told you I was just passing through
What my heart didn't know, was all roads lead to you
la la la
Have a good weekend, folks! ;)
20 11 10
Lynn
I wonder, am I being a loser now?
for giving up on things that I can not fight alone?
for giving up on believing that there is a way to across the wide river with no bridge?
for giving up pushing what I believe in when no one cares at the end?
for giving up moving forward when the road ahead is a dead end?
for giving up finding the keys for the doors that can not be open?
for giving up for other things than the above?
what is a true determination of a loser anyway?
Should we keep going straight when there is other branch roads at left and right?
Does taking other roads making us a loser?
Should I fight while I know that in the end I will be the one whose lost?
Does the effort to fight will make me have a dignity in front of people? while the suffer will be given to me alone, and the people will not help at all? where is the dignity in that?
*hmph*.... *hmph*
just my thoughts though.
Have a very nice holiday, everyone.
07 09 10
"Kami Puji Dengan Riang
DiKau Allah yang Besar
Bagai bunga trima siang
Hati kami pun mekar
Kabut dosa dan derita
Kebimbangan t'lah lenyap
Sumber suka yang abadi
Bri sinarMu menyerap"
Benar, ya Tuhan, kau memang Maha Besar, hanya Kau yang bisa menghilangkan semua derita dan kebimbangan di dunia.
Kucinta Kau selalu dan selamanya.
Jika memang ada jodoh atau takdir menentukan, di saat tua ku, saat hanya daku seorang diri, semoga saat itulah aku akan melayaniMu dan hanya diriMu seorang, Tuhan.
Amin
23 08 10
Look A-Like Me
As a normal woman, I always dream about love life in my mind. One fantasy that could be one of my favorite is the Look A-Like Me episode, hi hi hi
I am dreaming that there is another woman whose face is look just like me, well not the twin kind of look, but mostly similar. This woman lived overseas, and lucky for her, she has a boyfriend or fiance or even a husband that love and adore her so much. But, then, somehow, a bad fate make him unable to have her.
Then, somehow, another fate twisted, he meet me on the road way and feel like he see his ex-girl. He come closer to me and call a name, I turn around and look at him, then said "Sorry, wrong person here", but after that, we became friend, and getting closer to each other......
Well, that is all, my fantasies always do not have an end, even it has, there will be a remove and revise action for the ending part, it might has many alternate ending :P. But, mostly the ending part is the unhappy one, why? I don't know for sure, maybe I have not got a chance to experience them ha ha ha
Well, good thing is I still can dream than can't dream at all.
Have a good day, everyone.
Lynn
21 07 10
Learn from the movies-the series, ha ha ha
After quite a long time being disappointed by two or three movies from George Clooney, this is the first movie that I think I like and love to watch it.
UP in the air, hmph reading the title I wonder what was this movie all about.
And after watching it, I love it, there are so many ideas poured into this movie.
The movie is about what human goal and purpose in life, family, carrier, love and life story.
Sometimes, after setting our own goal from a long time ago and when it is time to get the goal, something came up and distract on the roadway to that goal. It can make the goal seems shallow, not important anymore, useless. Scary isn't it?
From this movie, I feel like I've been teach from God, because I've been struggle about my carrier decision for better future. I feel like I do not appreciate what I am now, but actually I do, it is just sometimes I hate the way that other people force me to do something that I do not want to do, I feel like I against myself, and I do not like that feeling.
I should think that million people out there might be hunting my job position right now, because every second, every minute, every hour, every day, million people get fired and loose their job for many reasons and they really regret, feel unhappy that it happen to them.
Also, considering the country situation right now, so unpredictable, I may not get a new job out there, because good job position must be already filled by good people and they must keep it forever.
And there comes a topic about love and family, yes, I feel like I am George Clooney in that movie, but I am the woman part. Alone, some people might feel very scary even just hearing that word. But, I feel, it is not something so scary by being alone, as long as you can stand with your own feet, you will be fine the rest of your life.
But, sometimes, there is the need to have someone to share with. if you think about it, you will find that all this time and the days ahead, you actually alone.
Confuse huh? ha ha ha you will get it if you see the movie also.
So, the point is be careful on each step you make in your life, because there is no way to return / rewind.
Have a blessed day (^o^)/
Lynn
20 07 10
"In moments like these, I sing out a song
I sing out a love song to Jesus
In moments like these, I lift up my voice
I lift up my voice to the Lord
Singing I love you, Lord
Singing I love you, Lord
Singing I love you, Lord
I love you"
I don't know why, while sitting on a bus, on the way to the office, this song is playing in my head, but the lyrics is different from the real one above ha ha ha.
Try to sing it with all your heart and like you are a diva performing on stage, you will get tears in your eyes all of a sudden
God Bless Us All
18 06 10
I loves watching movies and reading novels. Why? hmph because for me, there is a personal excitement in doing both hobbies.
Movies and novels are created from human fantasies and imaginations. I admires the writers, how can they get inspired from little or big thing in their life or other people life or even from the environment around them? and from there, they can widen the thing and pour them into words and letters, and it became scripts for movie or novel.
But sometimes, both can be related, some movies are based from best-seller novels.
The excitement in watching movies are:
- I feel like I am experiencing along while the movie is rolling on in front of me
- The characters in the movie are played by excellent actors and actress (of course, I don't want to miss staring at handsome actors :D )
- The story line sometimes beyond the extraordinary and incredible amazing, and it makes me to believe that life in this world sometimes can be like that too. After watching it, I feel like my battery had been charge and my mood goes up to the hilt :)
- I believe that there is always a lesson (or two) we can get after watching a movie. There is a message from the writer hidden inside a movie.
While, the excitement in reading novels are quite the same with watching movies, but it gives me more excitement since the characters in the novel are determine by our own mind or imagination, and more good news is I can be the main characters if I want to.
My imagination rolling on while I turn page by page, following the story line with wonder how it will end. And when I get too deep in my imagination, sometimes I have my own ending scene in my mind or I may continuing the story because I feel the story is so good and can't wait to rolling the sequel of it :P
I admit that it need a talent to creating good movie and novel, because I can not use my own fantasies and imaginations to creating my own movie and novel, I had tried writing a novel, but I can not make a link from chapter to chapter, then it become a mess up novel he he he. Besides, it require wide knowledge to make them, while I can't say I have that.
Well, all my thumbs are up for all script writers and novelists out there, keep making movies and writing novel books. I am looking forward to it.
Regards,
Lynn
17 06 10
Just a little naughty thought of mine, maybe, because of too much seeing many movies, drama series, and song lyrics :P
Let us begin to imagine, shall we?
Think of Disneyland as your world, where inside of it are stages of your life.
Your mom and dad deliver you to the entry gate, when you pass the gate, that is when you are born.
You are so happy, you walk slowly to the first arena, the merry go-round, times when you are just a little kid, worry about none, just playing everyday.
Then it stop, you move on to the next arena, the bom bom car, times when you are older, start to know how to be a naughty kid, bump into other people, times to learn new things and gain lesson.
Then again, it stop, you have to move on to the next arena, the upside-down house, the ferris wheel, the tornado, the ghost house, and so on and so on, so many arenas or you can say stages in there.
And then, while you are walking to the next arena, an Old Man approaching to you, and say "okay, your time is up, it is time to go home, you have to exit the Disneyland right now" He reach and hold your hand, then guide you to the exit gate. That is your life end.
From this imagination, there is a question left, have you ever think about when?
I know, I know, one thing for sure, in reality, we will never know that, it is a secret of life, and only One who knows about it. (I make it bold, to make sure, that i am just imagining this, and it is only a thought, seriously, just a thought, no intention attached)
But while we are still imagining here, when do you think?
When you want the Old Man to come and walk you through the exit gate?
- Is it right now?
- Is it after you have enter the last arena in that Disneyland?
- or is it after you have enter certain arena that you want or love the most in that Disneyland?
My very thoughtful friend once asked me about "when the time come, are you ready?" and I said "Ready or not, let it happen"
But, that is only a theory, I don't know for sure when the time come, what will I feel and react about it?
For sure, let us not wasting our time when we are inside the Disneyland, let us experience many good things, learn to be a good person everyday, a better person, a person that will make the Old Man smile at us when He come to us.
Sorry, for keep making You down about me, I tried not to repeat the same mistakes again.
God Bless Us All
04 06 10
God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we can not see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way
He will make a way
By a roadway in the wilderness
He'll lead me
and rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade
But His word will still remain
He will do something new today
Please keep make a way for me, will you, Father?
Help me through this road until the end
No matter how long or how short my road is, at least, keep make me brighter every day
I do not want the brightest, just brighter enough to pass the days
Amin
02 06 10
As human, sometimes we wonder that 'why we can not have what other people had?'
It is a normal thing, I guess, since, you know, human limitation in wanting what he/she want is only God forbid or not.
I had watched one korean drama series called "All About Eve", that is a quite long time ago, but I can still remember the story line quite well.
How a woman really getting her nerves about her bad faith / life, and so much envy on her friend good faith / life. She want it so badly, that makes her doing bad things to get what her want and try so hard to steal her friend good life. But, after she gain one, she is not satisfy, she want more and more and more. Until God allow her to get her bad karma, and make her life down to zero level again.
You see, you need to look down, instead of keeping looking up ahead of you. There is a balance in everyone life.
If you are living in a city town, full of energetic life, a busy town. Have you ever once going to somewhere like a small town, deserted place, a quiet town? Hmph, you might think, this is what you need after living your life everyday in the city town. The feeling is so right.
But, have you ever once really really living in that small town for many years? after living there, you must think that how great will be if you can live in a very modern city town.
Usually, you sleep on a very comfort bed, but when you are on that small town, you only have thin bamboo mat as your bed. When the rain fall down, you are safely dry inside your very comfort ho use, while when you are on that small town, your house only a wood or bamboo hut that sometimes the rain can drop into your face.
There is also one reality show on TV called 'if i become ...", that I really think is a good idea to make people realize what they already had and thank God for it. Hopefully, all the participant can get that after the show is over.
Yes, there will be more and more in life, but, you need to learn too, that sometimes you can not always get what you want, and never be envy on other people life. Just do the best you can in each day, because you can only live once and have to make sure that you do not miss what you want to do in this life.
God Bless Us :)
31 05 10
