I WILL ALWAYS BE HOPING, HOPING.
YOU WILL ALWAYS BE HOLDING,
HOLDING MY HEART IN YOUR HAND.
I WILL UNDERSTAND.
I WILL UNDERSTAND SOME DAY, ONE DAY.
YOU WILL UNDERSTAND ALWAYS,
ALWAYS FROM NOW UNTIL THEN.
WHEN IT WILL BE RIGHT, I DON'T KNOW.
WHAT IT WILL BE LIKE, I DON'T KNOW.
WE LIVE IN HOPE OF DELIVERANCE
FROM THE DARKNESS THAT SURROUNDS US.
HOPE OF DELIVERANCE,
HOPE OF DELIVERANCE,
HOPE OF DELIVERANCE
FROM THE DARKNESS THAT SURROUNDS US.
(from the darkness that surrounds us)
AND I WOULDN'T MIND KNOWING, KNOWING
THAT YOU WOULDN'T MIND GOING,
GOING ALONG WITH MY PLAN.
WHEN IT WILL BE RIGHT, I DON'T KNOW.
WHAT IT WILL BE LIKE, I DON'T KNOW.
WE LIVE IN HOPE OF DELIVERANCE
FROM THE DARKNESS THAT SURROUNDS US.
HOPE OF DELIVERANCE,
HOPE OF DELIVERANCE,
HOPE OF DELIVERANCE
FROM THE DARKNESS THAT SURROUNDS US.
(from the darkness that surrounds us)
HOPE OF DELIVERANCE,
HOPE OF DELIVERANCE,
HOPE OF DELIVERANCE
FROM THE DARKNESS THAT SURROUNDS US.
- Paul McCartney -
For all my precious that I care the most in this world, you are my strength to face the next days and this filthy world. I will remember this, every time the self ego comes out and want to walk away, so you all will never be suffer. Your happiness is my true happiness.
maeve lynn
What do they see that I don't see ... in me?
Should I be the one who know myself really are, shouldn't I?
Then why? they're telling me that I'm good in what I do, then shouldn't they appreciate me and my result with good and fair compensation, not just with their words?
Also, how do they know I am that good if they're not even check all my results? what if there are many mistakes I have done in it, will I be that same good in their eyes and mind?
well, have done a mistake that not entirely caused by me, but, I got the biggest slap. Maybe, this is what fair means in their world, not mine.
Fiuuuh, I'm just an ordinary person, that doing an ordinary task and produce an ordinary result. So many people below me, but so much people above me too. So, please, don't add up more and more burden, it is already as high as a mountain from where I see.
Maybe .... in this case ... I'm the idiot ... can be fooled by them.
Hopefully, O God, I really do hope and pray, that for the last choice that I'll make, is not a mistake anymore, but it's the right one, the everlasting and the peaceful one. That I'll do happily for the rest of my days ahead. Make my mind more clever in choosing than I used to. Amen.
P.s.
at this moment, just this moment, really want to throw all the task to the wall, and walking away... why just this moment? because I know tomorrow they'll already stuck up on my back tidily.
Friends, thank you for still at my side, because whenever I'm with you all, I know that I 'll be far from stress and other trouble that haunting me.
Good night and sleep tight
20 01 11
lynn
