Having a secure life will not going to happen in this country I living
Having a happy life with all 'man's best friend' will never going to happen in this country I living
Meet a normal and ideal man, get married and have a happy future in this country I living is a huge grand prize from God
Get pregnant, deliver and raising a baby safely with no bad influence from 'THEM" in this country I living is a huge blessing from God
Now, I do not think that I will get that 'gold cards' for all the above events to happen in my life, in this country I living. Thus, do not expect much from me. Except, If I was born and lived in another country .............. I might be the first in line who chase the gold cards for all events.
xoxo :'(