I just read my cousin's blog, he was studying abroad, and I am glad that he is willing to keep stay there instead of going home (^-^)/

I know that it it not as easy as it look or say. I know that he must felt very miserable there. He has to leave his daily life in here, his friends, his girlfriend and even his parents. I think part of him wants to know what it feels like to live in other country too, and I know that deep inside that he is an adventurous guy.

The great thing is he is willing to share what he felt and saw and done when he was there.

Since I was in high school, I always dream and wondering what it feels like to live in other country.

It is not because I am not a patriotic kind, I am and I would, but who would be a patriotic if you were always rejected in the nation you were living, being minority, and always get blame on everything when the nation situation get worse? Not to mention that the nation people, who claim themselves as the origin one, seems always make their own country look awful, bad and dirty in everyone's eyes.

If you look in other countries movies, you can see the environment is so clean, beautiful, and peaceful.

That is why I feel like my cousin is being a representative for me being there.

It is lucky and fortunate for him can see the world outside, not everyone can get that big chance and opportunity.

I also have take a look at other far-cousins facebook pictures. They live in Korea and United States.

Oh, how I wish I could be in their shoes, just want to feel what it feels like, because I am sure it will feel much better than in here.

I know not all the good things happened to them, but it is worth it, and I want to feel all of them.

The big questions is: will I ever get that precious chance/opportunity to stay abroad?

God, oh, I hope I will, and you will let me and guide me always when I am already there.



Now, I will leave you because I want to have a good daydreaming again ....











11-03-2010

Lynn