I wonder, am I being a loser now?

for giving up on things that I can not fight alone?
for giving up on believing that there is a way to across the wide river with no bridge?
for giving up pushing what I believe in when no one cares at the end?
for giving up moving forward when the road ahead is a dead end?
for giving up finding the keys for the doors that can not be open?
for giving up for other things than the above?

what is a true determination of a loser anyway?

Should we keep going straight when there is other branch roads at left and right?

Does taking other roads making us a loser?

Should I fight while I know that in the end I will be the one whose lost?

Does the effort to fight will make me have a dignity in front of people? while the suffer will be given to me alone, and the people will not help at all? where is the dignity in that?


*hmph*.... *hmph*


just my thoughts though.

Have a very nice holiday, everyone.

07 09 10